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So I was sitting at the desk I have here doing god knows what, I forgot because of what happened, and all of a sudden I had a seizure episode. I'll describe it like this:
I was sitting there when my head started feeling fuzzy which I jotted down sometime in my notes for my VB class which happened around 4:05. This has been going on and off for a couple of days as I've written it down and texted it to myself and so on and so forth. I had a nocturnal episode I don't remember when but I did, it's in my journal and bit my cheek (felt lovely, I might add). But I jotted down 4:11 and then got this overwhelming clenching feeling came in my stomach and my head suddenly felt like it was being wrapped with a low-grade electric fencing.
I was sitting in the chair and I couldn't move, I was stuck in the chair and I couldn't move or speak or anything. There was no getting up and I'm sure if I had tried it would've been a disaster and I would've fallen over or something like that because I wasn't really all that coherent. I felt like I was paralyzed, essentially, in the chair with no way to get out of it. Then I came back and my phone was in my lap and I was staring at the screen to my computer and it was all "normal" but my face was burning and tingling and I was shaking like it was cold but it's actually pretty warm in here.
I'm really sleepy now, my head isn't really as badly and I think it's more my face than anything else. My head hurts and for a while there I just wanted to sit there and cry because I just wanted to go home. I still kind of do because... I just want to go home. But I can't because I'm stuck here and I'm trying to remember why (other than the text I just got reminding me about my study group which'll be fun fun!). I know someone will be picking me up but I don't remember who. If I call my neurologist she'll just tell me "write it in your journal!" which doesn't help me any at all.
I feel like I was wrung out the dry and I just want to go to bed. I'm glad I write down my homework in notes now, otherwise I would be pretty screwed because I don't remember a damn thing. Makes me want to cry more.
I was sitting there when my head started feeling fuzzy which I jotted down sometime in my notes for my VB class which happened around 4:05. This has been going on and off for a couple of days as I've written it down and texted it to myself and so on and so forth. I had a nocturnal episode I don't remember when but I did, it's in my journal and bit my cheek (felt lovely, I might add). But I jotted down 4:11 and then got this overwhelming clenching feeling came in my stomach and my head suddenly felt like it was being wrapped with a low-grade electric fencing.
I was sitting in the chair and I couldn't move, I was stuck in the chair and I couldn't move or speak or anything. There was no getting up and I'm sure if I had tried it would've been a disaster and I would've fallen over or something like that because I wasn't really all that coherent. I felt like I was paralyzed, essentially, in the chair with no way to get out of it. Then I came back and my phone was in my lap and I was staring at the screen to my computer and it was all "normal" but my face was burning and tingling and I was shaking like it was cold but it's actually pretty warm in here.
I'm really sleepy now, my head isn't really as badly and I think it's more my face than anything else. My head hurts and for a while there I just wanted to sit there and cry because I just wanted to go home. I still kind of do because... I just want to go home. But I can't because I'm stuck here and I'm trying to remember why (other than the text I just got reminding me about my study group which'll be fun fun!). I know someone will be picking me up but I don't remember who. If I call my neurologist she'll just tell me "write it in your journal!" which doesn't help me any at all.
I feel like I was wrung out the dry and I just want to go to bed. I'm glad I write down my homework in notes now, otherwise I would be pretty screwed because I don't remember a damn thing. Makes me want to cry more.
