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I saw my neuro today. At the end of January, he referred me to the epilepsy unit at the University of Colorado. I am waiting for them to contact me about scheduling my "vacation".
I am nervous about going. Partly because I will be going by myself. Partly because I really don't have other people to describe what happens during a complex partial seizure. Most people don't realize what is going on, even my DH. I usually get "why didn't you say hi" or "Susan". Even the oncologist didn't recognize one. I don't generally know it unless I realize that I am doing the wrong thing, there are gaps in my memory or I am in the wrong situation. I am having more memory gaps. They have been really short - I can't find stuff 20 seconds later, Mrs. Conner you already asked that question, mom you just said that, notes to self make absolutely no sense, I just told you that, etc.
I finally gathered the courage to flat out ask my neuro what he thought about anything and everything. He said that I have epilepsy and probably some PNES. (I am going to check in with the clinical psychologist in town.) He thinks that they will see stuff when I go the the epilepsy unit. I am increasing my lamotrigine. I am also taking carbamazepin. They don't play well together; he wants to up my lamotrigine level back to where it was. This will be the last change (YEA!) until he gets info back from the epilepsy center.
Thanks for reading my rambling. I feel the most comfortable expressing this with you. Nobody else I know gets it.
I am nervous about going. Partly because I will be going by myself. Partly because I really don't have other people to describe what happens during a complex partial seizure. Most people don't realize what is going on, even my DH. I usually get "why didn't you say hi" or "Susan". Even the oncologist didn't recognize one. I don't generally know it unless I realize that I am doing the wrong thing, there are gaps in my memory or I am in the wrong situation. I am having more memory gaps. They have been really short - I can't find stuff 20 seconds later, Mrs. Conner you already asked that question, mom you just said that, notes to self make absolutely no sense, I just told you that, etc.
I finally gathered the courage to flat out ask my neuro what he thought about anything and everything. He said that I have epilepsy and probably some PNES. (I am going to check in with the clinical psychologist in town.) He thinks that they will see stuff when I go the the epilepsy unit. I am increasing my lamotrigine. I am also taking carbamazepin. They don't play well together; he wants to up my lamotrigine level back to where it was. This will be the last change (YEA!) until he gets info back from the epilepsy center.
Thanks for reading my rambling. I feel the most comfortable expressing this with you. Nobody else I know gets it.