benzodiazepines

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10379625 if i'm reading this correctly, repeated dosing of xanthines, including caffeine exert anxiolytic effects comparable to that of diazepam. long term caffeine use can also POTENTIATE diazepam. i'm pretty sure this applies to most benzos as well. i'm...

my "high" mood has faded, and for the past few days, it's been nothing but lows. broke my sobriety streak yesterday, 2 bumps of cocaine, had to break the anxiety somehow (paradoxically, stimulants kill my anxiety, must be my ADD). i apologized to my girlfriend, cried, broke down, and completely...