Hey everyone, Owhen here.
it’s been a while. I’ve been meaning to reconnect, but honestly, things have been really rough. 2024 didn’t end well for me at all, and 2025 hasn’t been kind so far either.
In the last stretch of the year, I faced some of my worst challenges yet. I had so many seizures, and there were moments I wasn’t myself at all. I had some really terrible psychotic episodes. Some of those episodes led to things so embarrassing that I don’t even know how to share them. I even lost my phone completely forgot where I left it during one of my visits to the hospital. Out of desperation, I had to borrow someone’s phone to reach out to my friend(on Twitter) who’s been supporting me, he was the one who told me I forgot it at a hospital I took myself when I was feeling some aura and he helped me retrace my steps and find it. I eventually recovered my phone, but even that was just a small relief in the middle of a storm.
I ended up going back to my father for help, but, once again, I was turned away. The continued rejection cut deeply, leaving me lost, confused, and sinking further into depression. For two nights, I was unable to sleep, overthinking everything whilst battling migraines and intense body aches. It was hell for real
It’s been a hard start to 2025, but I’m still here, still pushing, still hoping.
How has the beginning of the year being for everyone so far?
If you’ve had a rough start to this year too, just know you’re not alone. Sending love and strength to anyone fighting their battles, whatever they may be.
it’s been a while. I’ve been meaning to reconnect, but honestly, things have been really rough. 2024 didn’t end well for me at all, and 2025 hasn’t been kind so far either.
In the last stretch of the year, I faced some of my worst challenges yet. I had so many seizures, and there were moments I wasn’t myself at all. I had some really terrible psychotic episodes. Some of those episodes led to things so embarrassing that I don’t even know how to share them. I even lost my phone completely forgot where I left it during one of my visits to the hospital. Out of desperation, I had to borrow someone’s phone to reach out to my friend(on Twitter) who’s been supporting me, he was the one who told me I forgot it at a hospital I took myself when I was feeling some aura and he helped me retrace my steps and find it. I eventually recovered my phone, but even that was just a small relief in the middle of a storm.
I ended up going back to my father for help, but, once again, I was turned away. The continued rejection cut deeply, leaving me lost, confused, and sinking further into depression. For two nights, I was unable to sleep, overthinking everything whilst battling migraines and intense body aches. It was hell for real
It’s been a hard start to 2025, but I’m still here, still pushing, still hoping.
How has the beginning of the year being for everyone so far?
If you’ve had a rough start to this year too, just know you’re not alone. Sending love and strength to anyone fighting their battles, whatever they may be.
and I really hope so too
