Well ill try to make this short, The past month has been interesting, I am diagnosed with temporal lobe epilepsy. I have been having "weird" sensations atleast once a day now. Sometimes its more severe, on other days like today its not as bad. I do not loose consciousness, but everything around me seems to feel "weird", almost as if im having a panic attack. I am a mechanical engineering student and this semester is very hard, with heavy concentration on math, and statics. The last severe episode was on thursday while I was taking a statics test, I was sitting down so I wasent in jeopardy of falling down(sometimes I get real weak when it happens.) But I could not finish my test due to slight confusion, and change in eye sight. But its impossible to do really anything when this happens due to the anxiety of "what the hell is going on?" and fearing if im going to have a gran mal seizure. I went to the Doctors on thursday and as of friday night the doctor increased my DepakoteER from 500mg to 1000mg daily. The Doctor did not take much interest in my case and said "ill see you in a month for a check up". They did blood work and said my depakote levels were 45. Oh and after this happens, I seem to feel real depressed, or "weighted down", I dont know if that makes sense or not.
Any input would be great, on either coping, or preventing this from happening. My studies are really being effected by this, and hoping the rest of my life isnt going to be like this.
Any input would be great, on either coping, or preventing this from happening. My studies are really being effected by this, and hoping the rest of my life isnt going to be like this.