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That is is all that seems to be hitting me on a daily basis for the last 3 weeks.
All the seizures
Trying to get a photo Id and my daughters ears piereced (posted already about this)
Getting Sick with 2 different viral infections
The Frustration and anger, because of having such a hard time getting someone a doctor to look at this rash of mine that could be life threatning.
And just in the last 5 days, its like I cannot, no matter how hard I try to get through ONE DAY without something causing such emotions to rampage.
Over the weekend, I couldn't get my husband to help me do anything, he does work two jobs, one is only 10 hours a week and the other in the last 6 weeks he has not been getting many hours at all. He still has his responsibilites at home. I can feel like such a slob at times due to my inability now due to several health problems inclucding my E, to be the neat freak I was before all these.
Monday I gave my husband a note to take to his boss, stating exactly what we needed put in it to get our rent lowered for Feb. (we live in Hud apt. so our rent is based on our income and it at this time is 497.00) He has to have a statement stating the place of employment how many hours and rate of pay, they will not accept pay stubs anymore, or the paper his boss sent home, which had his quartly week to week pay on it. It didn't even have his last pay on it which was only 103.00 which is 1/3 of a 40 hour week paycheck. and yesterday the notices were put in our door that recertification for rent will be in Feb. and now he absolutely has to have this statement and his boss will probably put 40 hours a week on it because that is how many hours he can get. Well Bullcrap would it hurt to put only 20 hours a week on there for now, since that has been his average in the last 6 weeks, except a couple of weeks. As soon as his hours go back up we are honest people and will have it recertified again.
We are already behind in the rent payment still owe half on Dec and all of Jan's. because of his low paychecks lately.
My computer keeps crashing and I get upset and cry, then when my hubby gets it reboted for me, then I get frustrated because of all the problems having with it when it is working.
I went to see my counselor on Tuesday and I was a mess, I shook, I cryed and she as always tells me I need to get my emotions under control, I know this however, it just cannot be that easy at times, so when I left I had my dad take me to pay our cable bill, then the worthless guy that works the place where we can pay it, says he cannot just take the acct # he has to have the whole bill, awful funny, they have accepted that before, so right after seeing my counselor and her trying to get be settled down off like a streak of lightning my temper went again.
Oh this is getting long, sorry, I could just go on and on.
I would like to add that there is some really good things this past week, my dad is home from PA to stay and he is very happy and so are all of us, and my little one is doing great in school, she is getting her times tests passed great.
thanks for reading,
Tammy
All the seizures
Trying to get a photo Id and my daughters ears piereced (posted already about this)
Getting Sick with 2 different viral infections
The Frustration and anger, because of having such a hard time getting someone a doctor to look at this rash of mine that could be life threatning.
And just in the last 5 days, its like I cannot, no matter how hard I try to get through ONE DAY without something causing such emotions to rampage.
Over the weekend, I couldn't get my husband to help me do anything, he does work two jobs, one is only 10 hours a week and the other in the last 6 weeks he has not been getting many hours at all. He still has his responsibilites at home. I can feel like such a slob at times due to my inability now due to several health problems inclucding my E, to be the neat freak I was before all these.
Monday I gave my husband a note to take to his boss, stating exactly what we needed put in it to get our rent lowered for Feb. (we live in Hud apt. so our rent is based on our income and it at this time is 497.00) He has to have a statement stating the place of employment how many hours and rate of pay, they will not accept pay stubs anymore, or the paper his boss sent home, which had his quartly week to week pay on it. It didn't even have his last pay on it which was only 103.00 which is 1/3 of a 40 hour week paycheck. and yesterday the notices were put in our door that recertification for rent will be in Feb. and now he absolutely has to have this statement and his boss will probably put 40 hours a week on it because that is how many hours he can get. Well Bullcrap would it hurt to put only 20 hours a week on there for now, since that has been his average in the last 6 weeks, except a couple of weeks. As soon as his hours go back up we are honest people and will have it recertified again.
We are already behind in the rent payment still owe half on Dec and all of Jan's. because of his low paychecks lately.
My computer keeps crashing and I get upset and cry, then when my hubby gets it reboted for me, then I get frustrated because of all the problems having with it when it is working.
I went to see my counselor on Tuesday and I was a mess, I shook, I cryed and she as always tells me I need to get my emotions under control, I know this however, it just cannot be that easy at times, so when I left I had my dad take me to pay our cable bill, then the worthless guy that works the place where we can pay it, says he cannot just take the acct # he has to have the whole bill, awful funny, they have accepted that before, so right after seeing my counselor and her trying to get be settled down off like a streak of lightning my temper went again.
Oh this is getting long, sorry, I could just go on and on.
I would like to add that there is some really good things this past week, my dad is home from PA to stay and he is very happy and so are all of us, and my little one is doing great in school, she is getting her times tests passed great.
thanks for reading,
Tammy