For small things that don’t matter, I might be a little confused. Are you referring to things that are totally out of your control and they are what they are (ie I was born here on this date which happened to land on a Monday! The sky is blue!) or are you talking more so about which glass you use for beverages (ie the clear ones vs the tinted ones)?
I guess to clear it up, Facts vs Choices. You can’t help when nor where you were born, but you can choose what dishes you use in the house. Maybe both?
What i really mean is that i was never in my life aggressive or looking to find faults with people. I know my husband all my life and he is the gentlest and most caring person i know. So it is strange even to myself to think that he could say smth rude or just unpleasant to me, to say nothing about him. He thinks it is my meds that affect my perception, but i can not stop taking them. I changed so many and though even now it is not perfect it is at least a bit better than before. Luckily it is only sometimes i am so pessimistic. I am old enough to treasure nice normal life.
Sorry guys if I've been too long and boring. Life is easier when you can talk to people with same problems
Have a nice day
Dear Nakamova, have not seen your post before writing the last message. And yes, it is Briviact I am taking. I know it is similar to Keppra but right now i do not want to change anything. Thanks as usual.
Thanks Nakamova, I have regular injections of B6 and B12 and also recently tried some meditation, and yes my husband is my keeper, and all that really matters to me.
Thank you for always answering and being supportive,