Rae1889
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so i had another doctors appointment on sunday, and he recommended i tell my work place about my seizures. At first i tried to argue that nobody noticed that i had them, but he then made the point that if i should have one that i dont snap out of, or a grand mal, that i could lose my job for with holding vital information.
So i told my boss lady and she suggested i tell the other guys. (i work with 15 people total and there are 2 women. myself and my accountant) because i am all over the building and if something were to happen while im not at the front desk and in the mechanic shop, then that could be bad.
So i told the other guys. all of them were understanding, but now i feel like i have all eyes watching and waiting for me to hit the floor, bite my tounge off, foam at the mouth and twist my head 360 degrees. and if im stationary for too long i get asked "are you being unresponsive?"
i feel like all i think about is keeping moving and if im under a truck working i gotta keep talking or humming so they know im not seizing. im so worried about having them happen at work because everyone will notice now.
that paranoid feeling like "big brother" is watching is creeping me out. Any thoughts? this never bothered me before because no one knew. I should feel better that they do. but somehow i don't.
So i told my boss lady and she suggested i tell the other guys. (i work with 15 people total and there are 2 women. myself and my accountant) because i am all over the building and if something were to happen while im not at the front desk and in the mechanic shop, then that could be bad.
So i told the other guys. all of them were understanding, but now i feel like i have all eyes watching and waiting for me to hit the floor, bite my tounge off, foam at the mouth and twist my head 360 degrees. and if im stationary for too long i get asked "are you being unresponsive?"
i feel like all i think about is keeping moving and if im under a truck working i gotta keep talking or humming so they know im not seizing. im so worried about having them happen at work because everyone will notice now.
that paranoid feeling like "big brother" is watching is creeping me out. Any thoughts? this never bothered me before because no one knew. I should feel better that they do. but somehow i don't.