A Happy New Year to all of you! I wish you lots of health for this year.
I didn't have any more news and was so busy, I can's seem to even start any of the books I ordered.
Ana is ok, at least wrt seizures, she did take twice antibiotics in the last 5 weeks. The last appointment with the neurologist brought nothing new except the news that her level of Depakine in blood is still below the lower limit, even if her dose is now almost tripled. I don't know what to think about it, I'm anyhow affraid she's taking this medicine for no protection...
We're doing even more changes with our diet and we did reduce our diary intake (which was huge) and limit to just a bit of products based on goat/sheep milk. There's still the creche where they eat the same cheese spread and other unhealthy and certainly not organic type of food. We start with some vitamin supliments as well. As for the homeophatic treatment, we're still in doubt and keep the medicines in their boxes...
We talked about Silvia Toth Centrum (thank you, Dutch mom for telling us about it, I had a post about it, but now I see it's not here, I probably did someting wrong), he said he doesn't believe it's for us, we wait and see for the next appointment which is in 3 month and if we still want then he will give us a reference. We went with a huge list of questions, actually my husband because me, as informed as I go there, the moment I want to start talking, I do more crying than words... He was not happy about what he considers lack of trust, but he said it's obvious we're very worried, he doesn't have a solution for us, but he'll think and talk it over with the pediatriation which we see on 19th. That's about it... counting days without big problems and hoping with every new information that we're closer to making her, all of us, healthier.
Sometimes I'm affraid i'm doing wrong by hoping too much. All this information, every new bit shows about something that you're doing wrong and you change it and there's hope: I'll find it, I'll find it all and me and my familiy will always be healthy and never get cancer. But what if you do it all, and it still doesn't work? And what is all, because maybe you just can't comprehend all...
Sorry I'm off topic, it's just so unbelievable how wrong we leave and yet to find the right path takes so much time and effort... why and how did it became so hard?
Once again all the best to all of you and your families, to everybody. Have a happy 2009!
I didn't have any more news and was so busy, I can's seem to even start any of the books I ordered.
Ana is ok, at least wrt seizures, she did take twice antibiotics in the last 5 weeks. The last appointment with the neurologist brought nothing new except the news that her level of Depakine in blood is still below the lower limit, even if her dose is now almost tripled. I don't know what to think about it, I'm anyhow affraid she's taking this medicine for no protection...
We're doing even more changes with our diet and we did reduce our diary intake (which was huge) and limit to just a bit of products based on goat/sheep milk. There's still the creche where they eat the same cheese spread and other unhealthy and certainly not organic type of food. We start with some vitamin supliments as well. As for the homeophatic treatment, we're still in doubt and keep the medicines in their boxes...
We talked about Silvia Toth Centrum (thank you, Dutch mom for telling us about it, I had a post about it, but now I see it's not here, I probably did someting wrong), he said he doesn't believe it's for us, we wait and see for the next appointment which is in 3 month and if we still want then he will give us a reference. We went with a huge list of questions, actually my husband because me, as informed as I go there, the moment I want to start talking, I do more crying than words... He was not happy about what he considers lack of trust, but he said it's obvious we're very worried, he doesn't have a solution for us, but he'll think and talk it over with the pediatriation which we see on 19th. That's about it... counting days without big problems and hoping with every new information that we're closer to making her, all of us, healthier.
Sometimes I'm affraid i'm doing wrong by hoping too much. All this information, every new bit shows about something that you're doing wrong and you change it and there's hope: I'll find it, I'll find it all and me and my familiy will always be healthy and never get cancer. But what if you do it all, and it still doesn't work? And what is all, because maybe you just can't comprehend all...
Sorry I'm off topic, it's just so unbelievable how wrong we leave and yet to find the right path takes so much time and effort... why and how did it became so hard?
Once again all the best to all of you and your families, to everybody. Have a happy 2009!