Today hasn't been nice to my epilepsy at all
still struggling with nocturnal epilepsy, I guess. I was doing fine for a little while with the higher medication dose. The past couple weeks I have had fatigue that I can't explain. I'm not exactly sick, but no matter how long I sleep, I am not rested. I know in the past I've had this issues with medications, but at least I could feel like I had energy in the morning. Earlier this week I was in bed basically all day and then my brain woke up at night...typical. Then I fell asleep for like 4-5 more hours at like 5 a.m.-ish and I felt rather rested at that point. Last night, I might've had seizures in my sleep. Sometimes whenever I am laying down trying to fall asleep, I get tremors in my arms. Today, I woke up for a moment and got a drink of water, got a lozenge to soothe pain in my throat (I have this weird pain in my voice box, but it's not like a sore throat. I think it's from inhaling air rapidly during a seizure because I did that today). I was nauseated and with the throat pain, I didn't feel well so I decided to lie back down on my side. I suddenly lost control over my arms and I felt and heard myself hitting the bed. With my eyes closed, I saw flashing lights (even though the lights in the room were off), and I heard a loud surging power type of sound...kind of like that sound that happens when the power is overloaded in a house - right before it blows. It was awful. Then, it stopped and I know I opened my eyes for a second before closing them again. I stiffened my arms and curled up my hands weird and inhaled quickly making some creepy noise you'd probably only hear in a horror movie and it HURT my throat sooooo bad. I assume this is what the pain in my throat is coming from. If I strain to lift my head as well, this pain amplifies. So, I'm thinking seizures are probably the cause. My four year old said, "Did I scare you, mama? You okay?" I woke up. Thankfully my husband is home, but he had to miss out on his activities for the day. I feel so bad about that
I also have this persistent headache that feels like it's around the temporal lobe, ugh...it hurts so much. I might take some ibuprofen to see if it helps in a few.
These past couple weeks, I've also been dropping stuff a lot more...just losing my grip on things. It's frustrating...
The molar that I had that had a chunk crumble off the night before Thanksgiving hasn't been painful until now. I made an appointment, but it's not until next week. I'm afraid I must've bitten down during my seizures and broken off more of the tooth as it's hurting more. My temperature also keeps fluctuating like crazy, but that happens to me with seizures anyway. I'll be freezing cold and then burning hot....or at least I'll feel that way because my temperature drops too low sometimes with seizures. I know infection can be a trigger and the way my teeth are rotting out of my skull, I doubt this is helping me out at all. Could be making things worse, too.
Now about caffeine. It's been a love/hate relationship. I know I'm sensitive to it to a point and I try hard not to drink much. I try to keep it to iced teas at most. Although, sometimes if I'm foggy and out of it - my brain feeling like it's taking a snooze while I'm awake and I've found that a little bit of coffee helps and I'm fine. Sometimes I've speculated that it helps most when I have come across something I'm allergic to and on the verge of a seizure (because I'll get a sweetened coffee and these allergies that I have will drastically drop my blood sugar and blood pressure- it's a different reaction than what we'd consider anaphylaxis. Not sure how to explain it 100%).
Sometimes because of the lack of sleep I have had a horrible relationship with needing caffeine to even function and many times it helps, but sometimes if it's ever too much or something it can be a huge downside. It could be one of those "band aids for a gushing wound" type of deals, but I'm still trying to taper down. It's rough when I don't get any energy from sleeping. Does caffeine ever help any of you come out of a seizure or only make it worse?


These past couple weeks, I've also been dropping stuff a lot more...just losing my grip on things. It's frustrating...
The molar that I had that had a chunk crumble off the night before Thanksgiving hasn't been painful until now. I made an appointment, but it's not until next week. I'm afraid I must've bitten down during my seizures and broken off more of the tooth as it's hurting more. My temperature also keeps fluctuating like crazy, but that happens to me with seizures anyway. I'll be freezing cold and then burning hot....or at least I'll feel that way because my temperature drops too low sometimes with seizures. I know infection can be a trigger and the way my teeth are rotting out of my skull, I doubt this is helping me out at all. Could be making things worse, too.
Now about caffeine. It's been a love/hate relationship. I know I'm sensitive to it to a point and I try hard not to drink much. I try to keep it to iced teas at most. Although, sometimes if I'm foggy and out of it - my brain feeling like it's taking a snooze while I'm awake and I've found that a little bit of coffee helps and I'm fine. Sometimes I've speculated that it helps most when I have come across something I'm allergic to and on the verge of a seizure (because I'll get a sweetened coffee and these allergies that I have will drastically drop my blood sugar and blood pressure- it's a different reaction than what we'd consider anaphylaxis. Not sure how to explain it 100%).
Sometimes because of the lack of sleep I have had a horrible relationship with needing caffeine to even function and many times it helps, but sometimes if it's ever too much or something it can be a huge downside. It could be one of those "band aids for a gushing wound" type of deals, but I'm still trying to taper down. It's rough when I don't get any energy from sleeping. Does caffeine ever help any of you come out of a seizure or only make it worse?