I have simple partial seizures, and Im consious through out them. I get this weird feeling that something isnt right... followed by heart begins to race, my stomach feels like Im going to throw up, and left hand and foot get needle like feelings in them, and that feeling spreads up my entire body to my face, where it feels like a million needles are attacking the roof of my mouth. I get a feeling of fear and my head turns to the right, and my body begins to stiffen and jerk. Im aware of whats going on, and I can hear what others are asking me, but I wait to respond to the people after the seizure is over. Ive tried to respond during, and the feeling of the needles get so intense when I try to respond back, that I cant take it. So I dont respond til the seizure is over with. Once the seizure is over, I feel weak, sore and tired. My head does hurt, Ive had it where it was a really intense seizure and my head would really throb afterwords. But the average or smaller seizures, my head doesnt throb, but just feels like a headache. Ive had complex partial seizures and grand mal seizures for years before having the simple partials. To be honest, Id rather not be consious during a seizure, rather than be consious, because the feelings you get during a simple partial seizure is just terriable. Like I told my mom, I would do anything not to be consious during a seizure.
As for PNES, I have done some research on them myself since my VEEG in March 2011, when my neuro thought I was having PNES and come to find out they dont classify them as a mental illness. Based on what the psych dr I saw, she told me this. But in my case, my neuro thought what he was seeing during my VEEG was my body being so use to having seizures all my life, that I was having PNES, since my body has been having seizures since I was an infant. But come to find out, My seizures are just too deep in the brain for all the seizures to be picked up by an EEG.