Loopy Lou
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Bear with me here, it's been a hell of a ride lately and i'm not quite sure which way is up!
Soooo anyhoo, things haven't been going too great on the epilepsy front lately. I decided in my infinite wisdom (!) that i'd give uni a go, and i don't think the extra stress has helped any, but an increase in seizures especially in the last half of last year took me down nearly a whole grade.
I've been on keppra 3000mg for about 8 years now, and am now on 300mg topamax a day after increasing it steadily, because the side effects have been awful.
Had an appointment with the neurologist last week, and was expecting him to perhaps increase the topamax some more, but he kind of threw me a curve ball and thinks that i may have built up a tolerance to the keppra.
I kind of like keppra, i get pretty much no side effects from it, and it worked really well for quite a long time, it was finding the right med to go alongside it to get rid of my focal seizures that's the problem.
So anyway he said he wants to put me on clobazam for a month short term, to see if it gets rid of these focal seizures, and if it works, then he wants to change all of my medication completely. This has got me completely freaking out for a few reasons.
First of all, i'm worried about going on the clobazam, with it being a benzodiazepine, and the effect that will have on me.
Secondly - does this mean that he suspects that some of my focal seizures are not seizures? He did mention they could be side effects or me not paying attention or something... i don't know.
Third - I start uni again in just under a month, by the time i start i'll still be on the clobazam, since it's going to take a week or two to even get the prescription. This is my thesis year and i have a lot of seriously difficult subjects, and i'm going to be starting it with my head in a fuzz and the possibility of a complete medication change, for something which may be worse and has no actual guarantee of working. Joy. Oh yeah and that drooling side effect. Keeping my fingers crossed i don't get that one.
Has anyone heard of a neuro doing this before? I've been mulling this over all week whilst waiting for my epilepsy nurse to get in touch with me as they promised she would, but they really don't like to rush things over here
(Also hi guys, i know it's been a while!)
Soooo anyhoo, things haven't been going too great on the epilepsy front lately. I decided in my infinite wisdom (!) that i'd give uni a go, and i don't think the extra stress has helped any, but an increase in seizures especially in the last half of last year took me down nearly a whole grade.
I've been on keppra 3000mg for about 8 years now, and am now on 300mg topamax a day after increasing it steadily, because the side effects have been awful.
Had an appointment with the neurologist last week, and was expecting him to perhaps increase the topamax some more, but he kind of threw me a curve ball and thinks that i may have built up a tolerance to the keppra.
I kind of like keppra, i get pretty much no side effects from it, and it worked really well for quite a long time, it was finding the right med to go alongside it to get rid of my focal seizures that's the problem.
So anyway he said he wants to put me on clobazam for a month short term, to see if it gets rid of these focal seizures, and if it works, then he wants to change all of my medication completely. This has got me completely freaking out for a few reasons.
First of all, i'm worried about going on the clobazam, with it being a benzodiazepine, and the effect that will have on me.
Secondly - does this mean that he suspects that some of my focal seizures are not seizures? He did mention they could be side effects or me not paying attention or something... i don't know.
Third - I start uni again in just under a month, by the time i start i'll still be on the clobazam, since it's going to take a week or two to even get the prescription. This is my thesis year and i have a lot of seriously difficult subjects, and i'm going to be starting it with my head in a fuzz and the possibility of a complete medication change, for something which may be worse and has no actual guarantee of working. Joy. Oh yeah and that drooling side effect. Keeping my fingers crossed i don't get that one.
Has anyone heard of a neuro doing this before? I've been mulling this over all week whilst waiting for my epilepsy nurse to get in touch with me as they promised she would, but they really don't like to rush things over here

(Also hi guys, i know it's been a while!)