Its been too long ago since I had to deal with family, but they all accused me of wanting to get attention. I talked to my youngest sister a few months ago, and she doesn't remember any seizures.
The rest is speculation, but it seems as tho' they were in denial about my neurological health. I was baptized at an early age. I guess I had a gas grimace that they interpreted as willing to be saved.
My mom always gave me wild stories as to what happenned at my birth. She has since passed away, so getting the truth out of her is a bit tough.
Same with my dad. My other sister wants nothing more than to coddle me like kindergaten until she doesn't get her way.
I have learned to try and hide the absence seizures, but I am still taunted and teased at work, as tho' someone has told them everything, and its fun trying to see if they can trigger a seizure.
No HR is of no help, cuz they look for any excuse to fire people, and the union sux, cuz I'm no longer a steward.
I recently 'came out' to my doctor, and her jaw dropped. I feel as tho' I made a bad mistake trusting her like that. (My paranoid mother taught me to not trust people.) I guess I was hoping she could get ahold of my childhood medical records, as I haven't been able to.
(Sorry folks, I live in an idiots state, and my self esteem sux, cuz I was told to be ashamed of my self for being the devils child.)
Sorry, rants belong in another department.

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