regencyulrich
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Listen yall,
Whether I am out on a date or out with friends or even with coworkers I dont like telling them that I have in the past had terrible problems with seizures when the topic of health comes up I avoid any focus on me whatsoever...when you look at me you could never tell so, and it is embarassing to say in the least because then I feel like me telling them and opening up that door holds them not only responsible for me but also will treat me differently (not giving me the respect as any other human being deserves). I remember telling this girl I was going out with and this was on the 3rd and she was soo upset I hadnt told her...and I guess that's just a part of me I dont like to share...What the hey I dont want to be "marked" as different I just want to be normal....Am I right???? "We" all want just to live normal lives whatever that means??? I want to not be the seizure patient sometimes I want to forget that I have this problem yeah? so why the heck would I bring it up to some girl I still hardly know ----I havent had any problems with them in almost 2 years so I think its ok for me to forget about me being the patient every now and then because I know its something I'll never truly forget....
seeya,
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Whether I am out on a date or out with friends or even with coworkers I dont like telling them that I have in the past had terrible problems with seizures when the topic of health comes up I avoid any focus on me whatsoever...when you look at me you could never tell so, and it is embarassing to say in the least because then I feel like me telling them and opening up that door holds them not only responsible for me but also will treat me differently (not giving me the respect as any other human being deserves). I remember telling this girl I was going out with and this was on the 3rd and she was soo upset I hadnt told her...and I guess that's just a part of me I dont like to share...What the hey I dont want to be "marked" as different I just want to be normal....Am I right???? "We" all want just to live normal lives whatever that means??? I want to not be the seizure patient sometimes I want to forget that I have this problem yeah? so why the heck would I bring it up to some girl I still hardly know ----I havent had any problems with them in almost 2 years so I think its ok for me to forget about me being the patient every now and then because I know its something I'll never truly forget....
seeya,
Read.