CarpeDiem (bit long

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Glad to hear you will see your neurologist soon. I hope he/she is open to doing a full blood analysis for you...never know what it will show…
Tremors are a well known side affect of Valpro and one your doc certainly needs to address. Last check my Son blood levels were at 70, believe 120 is the max and u are not far off that.
My Son headed to Australia last year, we talked to his neurologist about the best way to take his meds due to the major time difference and long flights etc...He said because the Valpro (Depakine XR) he is taking (think yours is same but check with your doc) is a time release med he could take the full dose in one go once a day so as to make sure not to forget it and keep his levels up. Now he takes his meds 3 times a day, 500 mornings, 500 dinner and 300 before bed, the bed time one stopped his nighttime jerking. Maybe you could talk to your neurologist because maybe u could take the full dose after a T/C and not have to worry about how long you need to sleep afterwards.
My Son does not sleep for as long as you do after a T/C, but sleep he sure does...I am the carer and having seen many a T/C it’s easy to understand why the body would cry for rest as they are tough on the WHOLE mind and body..Each body is unique and if that’s what your body needs to recover then it is so.
My Son is in therapy, having /living with E and seizures and taking heavy meds is hard on the body, mind, soul, therapy gives him a 3rd party to unleash his frustrations. If there is any chance and you are open, I highly recommend therapy and it’s not uncommon for those with E to see a therapist.
Also, my Son is in bio-feedback = brain training. In his EEG they seen area of the brain that just locked in hyper mode and they are training this down, its working before my very eyes. Has helped him stop fidgeting (and I tell you, he could not sit still for a second and now can sit peacefully) and he says its making his brain sharp and helps combat the med head feeling.
So like you, we are not giving up and will keep looking for alternatives to or in conjunction with meds in the hope for seizure control.
You are sure not alone…..we learn from and support each other here at CWE and I cannot begin to say the wealth of hope and understanding I have found here….
Keep sharing please…