I am new here and I just wanted to share my experiences with everyone and see if anyone has the same issues.
I was 12 yrs old when I was diagnosed with epilepsy. I had a grand mal seizure, at school no less. They put me on phenobarbital (awful drug) it is what my mom uses since she has epilepsy also. Well I would have a seizure once every year sometimes twice but it would happen out of nowhere, no auras or warnings. When I was 19 I decided to go see a neurologist and they put me on tegrital and keppra. I still had seizures but I would get this overwhelming fear before it happened. I was put on Lamictal and my last grand mal seizure was 7 years ago. I went to my neurologist last week for my yearly check up and told him that I was having a hard time remembering things; like conversations I've had, if I was told to go pick something up I would forget within a few minutes. Anyway we also started talking about this de ja vu thing I have going on. I was describing it and how you know you've done this before and you then you get real sweaty and it feels like everyone is looking at you. Your chest gets real tight and then you get this fear it's overwhelming. Then it was so weird I would be sitting there sweaty and scared and I kept thinking "this is all a dream" like my whole world wasn't real. I told my husband this and he was like that is not a normal de ja vu. Does anyone else have this happen to them?
sorry it's so long
I was 12 yrs old when I was diagnosed with epilepsy. I had a grand mal seizure, at school no less. They put me on phenobarbital (awful drug) it is what my mom uses since she has epilepsy also. Well I would have a seizure once every year sometimes twice but it would happen out of nowhere, no auras or warnings. When I was 19 I decided to go see a neurologist and they put me on tegrital and keppra. I still had seizures but I would get this overwhelming fear before it happened. I was put on Lamictal and my last grand mal seizure was 7 years ago. I went to my neurologist last week for my yearly check up and told him that I was having a hard time remembering things; like conversations I've had, if I was told to go pick something up I would forget within a few minutes. Anyway we also started talking about this de ja vu thing I have going on. I was describing it and how you know you've done this before and you then you get real sweaty and it feels like everyone is looking at you. Your chest gets real tight and then you get this fear it's overwhelming. Then it was so weird I would be sitting there sweaty and scared and I kept thinking "this is all a dream" like my whole world wasn't real. I told my husband this and he was like that is not a normal de ja vu. Does anyone else have this happen to them?
sorry it's so long