alright, I'll explain the whole scenario just for YOU because clearly YOU haven't read my entire side of the story or YOU simply just don't understand why I'm against going on pills
first off, I'm not denying the fact that I may have epilepsy based on what the EEG said
secondly, just because I'm not on the pills, doesn't necessarily mean my decisions are incorrect
I'll start off by once again saying, I believe those seizures were triggered by 10 weeks of late nights, non stop partying, not hydrating enough, little sleep, etc etc
my entire body was shaking the days leading up to my seizures. I had to have my friend write out the sign-in sheet for me at a hostel and even take panoramic photos on my phone because I couldn't hold steady
when I went to see my neuro, he prescribed me pills right off the bat without getting any testing done. he kind of brushed off all the side effects, and just wanted me on those right away. after looking up the side effects of the pills, I was pretty hesitant and decided to wait until my EEG results came back before making my next move
it comes back abnormal, and my neuro who was away on vacation, sent a letter to my family doctor to tell me about the results, and to go on the pills
the EEG results were about 1/2-3/4 of a page long, but instead of being explained what the results mean and what all the different waves resemble, i was just told "go on the pills". I asked if I could get a second opinion from a different neuro or get more testing done, and my doctor told me I couldn't and that there were no more tests that can be done
my neuro told me that he would call me back in March or April but that useless fuck never got around to doing that. In that time I went to a brain fair, talked to a neuro visiting from NY, and he himself said that the pills prescribed to me were way too strong, and gave me a list of 5 alternative pills I can go on (haven't tried any of those out if YOU can't tell)
basically, I feel like I'm being screwed around by my neuro and my family doctor. they try to scare me into taking those pills by saying "you can seizure while you're driving or while you're at work or when you're at the lake during the summer" well guess what, I could also walk out my front door and get hit by a car or struck by lightning or god knows what else. I'm not going to be feared into taking these pills so those fucks can make an extra dollar off me
there's an epilepsy clinic at a local hospital here (masterjen has talked about it) that I'm going to ask to get a referral to. but for now, i'm still staying off the pills. and as a matter of fact, they're long gone anyways. threw them out