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Hey there.
I'm a 38 (almost 39)-yo woman, from Whitby Ontario, diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 7.
Been on Dilantin pretty much ever since (one trial switch to Depokene at the age of 15, when my platelets dropped through the ground...but that never took, so they put me back on the Dilantin and took out my spleen - platelets ok since...)
My seizures have been well-controlled enough that I can drive and stuff. But in the last few years, I don't find the Dilantin 100% effective. Having many more myoclonic jerks (which typically precede a tonic-clonic seizure if I can't get to lying down fairly soon), and the "shaky eyes" as well as difficulty finding words, and memory issues.
Dilantin increased to levels where my doc is worried about liver toxicity, and still not 100% effective. I also seem to be having more difficulty getting to sleep, and wake up in the middle of the night, often having trouble getting BACK to sleep.
It doesn't help that this has probably been THE most stressful year of my life...My doc put me on Ativan for about a month, and 0.5 mg at bedtime really helped me sleep, and took the edge of the anxiety of a potentially sleepless night. But I'm not on it any more (benzodiazapines being potentially addictive, I can't say that's a bad thing), and now I'm having creepy-crawly nightmares a couple of times a week, crying in my sleep when I don't remember the dreams, difficulty getting to sleep/staying asleep/waking at night again...If I hadn't read all the nightmare stories about benzos I'd consider them for long-term help!
I am currently waiting on a neuro. consult to discuss changing or supplementing my current meds. My GP suggested Topamax as a "top-up" but he wants me to talk to the neuro first...Have read that Topamax can make you "dummer than a bag of hammers" and don't look forward to that kind of side effect. I'm wobbly enough in the head just now!
This scares the h*** out of me. I don't want to have seizures and I DON'T want to lose my license - I have three kids 18, 14, and 10, and live in a lovely little town except we have NO public transit..
Susan
P.S. Sorry for such a long "hello" :lol:
I'm a 38 (almost 39)-yo woman, from Whitby Ontario, diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 7.
Been on Dilantin pretty much ever since (one trial switch to Depokene at the age of 15, when my platelets dropped through the ground...but that never took, so they put me back on the Dilantin and took out my spleen - platelets ok since...)
My seizures have been well-controlled enough that I can drive and stuff. But in the last few years, I don't find the Dilantin 100% effective. Having many more myoclonic jerks (which typically precede a tonic-clonic seizure if I can't get to lying down fairly soon), and the "shaky eyes" as well as difficulty finding words, and memory issues.
Dilantin increased to levels where my doc is worried about liver toxicity, and still not 100% effective. I also seem to be having more difficulty getting to sleep, and wake up in the middle of the night, often having trouble getting BACK to sleep.
It doesn't help that this has probably been THE most stressful year of my life...My doc put me on Ativan for about a month, and 0.5 mg at bedtime really helped me sleep, and took the edge of the anxiety of a potentially sleepless night. But I'm not on it any more (benzodiazapines being potentially addictive, I can't say that's a bad thing), and now I'm having creepy-crawly nightmares a couple of times a week, crying in my sleep when I don't remember the dreams, difficulty getting to sleep/staying asleep/waking at night again...If I hadn't read all the nightmare stories about benzos I'd consider them for long-term help!
I am currently waiting on a neuro. consult to discuss changing or supplementing my current meds. My GP suggested Topamax as a "top-up" but he wants me to talk to the neuro first...Have read that Topamax can make you "dummer than a bag of hammers" and don't look forward to that kind of side effect. I'm wobbly enough in the head just now!
This scares the h*** out of me. I don't want to have seizures and I DON'T want to lose my license - I have three kids 18, 14, and 10, and live in a lovely little town except we have NO public transit..
Susan
P.S. Sorry for such a long "hello" :lol: