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Hello,
Totally new here, I've had seizures for 45 years of my life. They are basically absence seizures except for a bit that my hands play. My mother knew when I had a seizure because of a thing I would do with my hands when I had one. I, of course, would not tell her I had one, trying to avoid going to the hospital to have those needles put all over my head for an EEG.
We moved a few times when I was young and landed in a town with no neurologist. My dr was concerned that I was getting the max amount of mebaral recommended for my size, but I needed extra help as a sophomore in high school, so he added tranxene to the mix (this stuff is horrible, btw, made me need sleep way beyond the norm). The tranxene made me sleep lots, but did nothing for the seizures as I recall having a few through college. Got a great caffiene habit, too, trying to stay awake to study.
After college a neurologist who was straight out of school suggested that I may have outgrown my seizures, so he took me off the tranxene and slowly started taking me off the mebaral. Was great to be off the horrid tranxene, but no matter how slowly we went, getting off of mebaral was not a good idea, seizures came. So I went back on the mebaral, but to a slightly higher dose.
Seizures stayed away in my 20s and 30s except for the time the pharmacist gave me half strength pills (they were the same size as the others, so I didn't know they were half strength). Six weeks later I was having auras and couldn't get to sleep easily. Finally called a pharmacy and found out I had the wrong stuff, but it was a good blind study.
At some point mebaral became hard to obtain, so I called my doc and asked what was going on. He said they weren't making it because it was basically the same as phenobarbital except that mebaral had an extra phenol group on it that "breaks off right away and doesn't do anything for you." That was false because on phenobarbital I started having strange hot flushes on my hands the day before my period would start. Hmmm.
Then the doc thought that I may do well on a newer medication like dilantin or tegratol. Neither worked, and I became pregnant with child #1, so that ended and I went back on phenobarbital. Used it through two pregnancies and to this day.
Enter the fun perimenopausal phase of life. I start having auras, then weird seizures where it seems like I'm conscious the whole time. Once when emotionally stressed I came out of a seizure to find I had burned my finger on a hot pan. Then I regularly started having seizures in the evening as I fell asleep. Now I seizure when falling asleep and when waking up. Occasionally I have a night of seizures - not a good sleep at all.
I'm really hoping that once through menopause, the seizures will either go away for good or go back to what they were before perimenopause. Call me spoiled, but for years I just had to take my phenobarbital every night and I was fine - just give me coffee in the morning to jump start me.
Anyone with experience or advice about going through hormonal times out there? Advice gratefully accepted!
Thanks!
Totally new here, I've had seizures for 45 years of my life. They are basically absence seizures except for a bit that my hands play. My mother knew when I had a seizure because of a thing I would do with my hands when I had one. I, of course, would not tell her I had one, trying to avoid going to the hospital to have those needles put all over my head for an EEG.
We moved a few times when I was young and landed in a town with no neurologist. My dr was concerned that I was getting the max amount of mebaral recommended for my size, but I needed extra help as a sophomore in high school, so he added tranxene to the mix (this stuff is horrible, btw, made me need sleep way beyond the norm). The tranxene made me sleep lots, but did nothing for the seizures as I recall having a few through college. Got a great caffiene habit, too, trying to stay awake to study.
After college a neurologist who was straight out of school suggested that I may have outgrown my seizures, so he took me off the tranxene and slowly started taking me off the mebaral. Was great to be off the horrid tranxene, but no matter how slowly we went, getting off of mebaral was not a good idea, seizures came. So I went back on the mebaral, but to a slightly higher dose.
Seizures stayed away in my 20s and 30s except for the time the pharmacist gave me half strength pills (they were the same size as the others, so I didn't know they were half strength). Six weeks later I was having auras and couldn't get to sleep easily. Finally called a pharmacy and found out I had the wrong stuff, but it was a good blind study.
At some point mebaral became hard to obtain, so I called my doc and asked what was going on. He said they weren't making it because it was basically the same as phenobarbital except that mebaral had an extra phenol group on it that "breaks off right away and doesn't do anything for you." That was false because on phenobarbital I started having strange hot flushes on my hands the day before my period would start. Hmmm.
Then the doc thought that I may do well on a newer medication like dilantin or tegratol. Neither worked, and I became pregnant with child #1, so that ended and I went back on phenobarbital. Used it through two pregnancies and to this day.
Enter the fun perimenopausal phase of life. I start having auras, then weird seizures where it seems like I'm conscious the whole time. Once when emotionally stressed I came out of a seizure to find I had burned my finger on a hot pan. Then I regularly started having seizures in the evening as I fell asleep. Now I seizure when falling asleep and when waking up. Occasionally I have a night of seizures - not a good sleep at all.
I'm really hoping that once through menopause, the seizures will either go away for good or go back to what they were before perimenopause. Call me spoiled, but for years I just had to take my phenobarbital every night and I was fine - just give me coffee in the morning to jump start me.
Anyone with experience or advice about going through hormonal times out there? Advice gratefully accepted!
Thanks!