My neuron wants me to call him back after 2 weeks on the dose change no matter how I feel. I went from 1000mgs daily to 500mgs daily. You would think things were getting better but they keep getting worse. I have not only been irritable and depressed still but I have had 3 major outburst verbally, loudly and cussing at them in the last week. This is NOT me. I am usually quite easy to get along with. I hate confrontation and especially yelling. After these confrontations I have felt like cutting myself like I used to a while back because it releases endorphens to make you feel better. I did this in my early 20's until several years back when I was diagnosed bipolar and put on meds. Now those feelings are starting again.
Have any of you had rage that feels that bad (besides cutting)? I cant stand this. I think I am going to insist on being off it.

Have any of you had rage that feels that bad (besides cutting)? I cant stand this. I think I am going to insist on being off it.
