I don't want to have to talk about it repeatedly, and I know I've disappeared for quite a while. As you all know, I was 4 months pregnant when I was last here. Unfortunately, a month and a half later, I had a massive seizure and I lost the baby. Rather than having to keep explaining it, I figured if I said it here, everyone can read rather than having to ask. I have not had any internet access for quite a while, and am just borrowing a friend's laptop for a few days. I will be back online permanantly at the end of the month. Hello to anyone new that I have missed while I've been away.