thanks Chaz1, I finally talked with dr. He said I did not have to continue the metoprolol. I posted that, but as a new thread. Im happy not to be taking it. Im starting to think that most of what I am experiencing is depression. I read in wikki? that aniexty, sleeplessness as well as lathargic feeling could be depression. I was looking for mood swings after an aneurysm. I've been real short with everyone. On an emotional rollercoaster. Happy one minute, sad the next and then mad as he-- in the next. I feel isolated all the time, and now I know why people are avoiding me. I dont know anymore. I call myself trying to stay connected. Im still trying to put things back together with my life. Im really struggling with staying focused and on task. The cardiologist suggested that I see the neuro and or my primary care dr. He wanted me to come in to do an ekg. I originally opted to do so, but saw no purpose in it. My heart just beats fast, im happy that it beats. So, I cancelled that appt and told them that I have a future appt with my regular neurologist next month and that I would discuss all the little weird things with him for the 4th time. Between me and you, Im not keeping that appt either. One, I dont like him, two, Im really starting to believe that its all in my head. The only dr I will follow up with is the opthomologist (eye dr.) I've been seeing stars(told they were migranes without the pain) and flashes of light. I was told I have glaucoma several years ago. I had a field vision test and the right eye showed a slight loss of vision (probably because of the annie). So, im just gonna wait and see what happens. I will also see my primary care dr next month. Im tired of her too. Can I tell you something? Well, I've been smoking, I know bad, bad, bad. But, its all I have. It calms me and its there when I need it. Im not going to detain you. But, thank you Chaz1 for your concern and interest. I have looked forward to your reply's. I dont have, or should I say, no one else has been interested in talking with me about this. I have been looking for an aneurysm support group online, no luck yet. How is your son doing? I hope he is doing great.