Athena22
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My SSD Case has been taking about two months now, and next week on monday I'm supposed to have a phone call with them over the phone.
I personally DO NOT want SSD. My lawyer said I had a good chance at obtaining it. However, I do not feel I'm disabled, I have had a few episodes in the past months ( three every month lately, but this month I havent had any).
I do not want SSD for the main reason that I wont be able to work.
There are a few programs that allow me to work, however it is for SSD.
I really just want to work at the moment because I feel extremily lazy. I'm off for the summer because of the medication was messing with my school work. Had to withdrawl from my spring courses. I felt so embarressed because my whole family knew about my failing grades.
Back to the point; I was not accepted the first time, nor the second time. Someone said I was going to be accepted this next time..
I really just wanted to cancel my pending SSD, start working, save money, and move out.
My family is at everyone elses throats. And I know this SSD thing is something for me. MY future, it could help me to pay for medication, bills, college, but I just really do not need it. I can work. I can take online classes. I can move closer to the main campus. I'm not disabled. There are people Ive seen who are. I went to a camp that I made freinds with over summers that had seizures practically every day.
I can get grants.
Even so, college can wait. I can have a roomate. There are places that cost 300 near the college I'm looking at. plus they have busses.
I'm just worried about doing this because the SSD is somewhat of a saftey net. But I have a huge family..And ive been planning to move out on my own for awhile. Somewhat since my highschool graduation.
I do know that things can go wrong. And most likely I am going to regret everything. Noone is making me do anything.
I'm just wondering, have anyone of you ever been in this situation?
I personally DO NOT want SSD. My lawyer said I had a good chance at obtaining it. However, I do not feel I'm disabled, I have had a few episodes in the past months ( three every month lately, but this month I havent had any).
I do not want SSD for the main reason that I wont be able to work.
There are a few programs that allow me to work, however it is for SSD.
I really just want to work at the moment because I feel extremily lazy. I'm off for the summer because of the medication was messing with my school work. Had to withdrawl from my spring courses. I felt so embarressed because my whole family knew about my failing grades.
Back to the point; I was not accepted the first time, nor the second time. Someone said I was going to be accepted this next time..
I really just wanted to cancel my pending SSD, start working, save money, and move out.
My family is at everyone elses throats. And I know this SSD thing is something for me. MY future, it could help me to pay for medication, bills, college, but I just really do not need it. I can work. I can take online classes. I can move closer to the main campus. I'm not disabled. There are people Ive seen who are. I went to a camp that I made freinds with over summers that had seizures practically every day.
I can get grants.
Even so, college can wait. I can have a roomate. There are places that cost 300 near the college I'm looking at. plus they have busses.
I'm just worried about doing this because the SSD is somewhat of a saftey net. But I have a huge family..And ive been planning to move out on my own for awhile. Somewhat since my highschool graduation.
I do know that things can go wrong. And most likely I am going to regret everything. Noone is making me do anything.
I'm just wondering, have anyone of you ever been in this situation?