Hi, I’m a new member, just taking off my coat to get comfortable. I’ve had a really tough time with epilepsy. It started as partial seizures when I was 14. These got worse and more frequent. I tried all the drugs and combinations possible through the years, but none have helped the seizures, and the side effects were all terrible, too. So I tried brain surgery twice, but that made the seizures worse, too. I had my first grand mal four years ago, when I was 35, due to obvious stress with work, my boyfriend, my home, and my family all at once. I tried the drugs again, but they don’t help, and again the side effects are strong. So I’m at a loss now. I don’t know how much longer I can keep my job because the seizures are getting more and more frequent. And that alone is really slamming my memory. I’ve seen all the expert doctors in the Eastern US, and they all agree they’re hands are tied. Again, I’m just lost now, worried that I’ll have to stop working as my seizures are too much for colleagues to deal with. But then what do I do with all my time? And what do I live on? And on and on and on. Thanks for the chance to chat.