Hi, I am Kimberley...mother to a beautiful little girl with uncontrolled epilepsy.
It seems a lot of you here indeed have this crazy life and are coping quite well even. Congrats to all of you!
I am looking to find other mothers here to chat with about this life.
I want to understand what happens also when you have a seizure; my daughter is non verbal so I can only guess what she is feeling. Her seizures range from hostile to happy. Sometimes she laughs like she was just told the greatest joke, other times it is like a monster is coming down the hall towards her and she cringes, screams and seems frightened. So hard to witness, and so helpless I am feeling daily emotions that keep us all on edge, without deep sleep and afraid of what could happen to her in her sleep. She has poor tone and low breathing; so her need for oxygen at night and even during the day when her allergies hit is another daily concern for us. She is not mobile as we also have CP so she cannot even roll herself over when she chokes in her sleep! YIKES! getting the picture? stress rules my life...fear is right there hanging with stress...lucky for us we do have respite care and my nurse is with her right now. Yet, this feeling of??? overwhelmed, anxious, tired,bitchy...will this always be the "new me?" looking for a big hug today I think....
It seems a lot of you here indeed have this crazy life and are coping quite well even. Congrats to all of you!
I am looking to find other mothers here to chat with about this life.
I want to understand what happens also when you have a seizure; my daughter is non verbal so I can only guess what she is feeling. Her seizures range from hostile to happy. Sometimes she laughs like she was just told the greatest joke, other times it is like a monster is coming down the hall towards her and she cringes, screams and seems frightened. So hard to witness, and so helpless I am feeling daily emotions that keep us all on edge, without deep sleep and afraid of what could happen to her in her sleep. She has poor tone and low breathing; so her need for oxygen at night and even during the day when her allergies hit is another daily concern for us. She is not mobile as we also have CP so she cannot even roll herself over when she chokes in her sleep! YIKES! getting the picture? stress rules my life...fear is right there hanging with stress...lucky for us we do have respite care and my nurse is with her right now. Yet, this feeling of??? overwhelmed, anxious, tired,bitchy...will this always be the "new me?" looking for a big hug today I think....