Hi Tanjap, 400 to 200 in 3 months is actually quite fast! I'm delighted your head feels clearer (it really is like a fog isn't it?!), but it's awful that your seizures returned. You might find that when you fix up your life (as you say yourself, although I think it's not really fixing, it's just adjusting), the jerks etc
might reduce - hopefully.
It must have been an awful shock to hear about the girl you went to school with, I'm sorry to hear that. I got a fright and I don't even know her.
It is difficult to try to find the right balance between enjoying college life, meeting new people and minding yourself.
I never drank alcohol (aside from tasting drinks a couple of times) - I just didn't want to risk mixing it with medicine. Of course there was the peer-pressure but I was well able to enjoy a night out and have a clearer head the next day (and save a fortune!). I was lucky, there were breaks in my timetable so I was able to have a nap during the day if I was going to go out or if I had been out.
I got more studious after first year undergrad so I didn't go out so much after that as I realised something had to give! It's all about opportunity cost!
You are right, with epilepsy, we have to mind ourselves more than others, but we can still have a good time.
I used to love going to nightclubs and just dancing, but then strobe lights came in everywhere - I was so annoyed!!! But I took it as a sign that I was
just meant to study instead!
Endless and Nakamova, my eyesight got a bit blurry last week but it is great again this week ... time will tell! Endless, your vision problems sound awful. Fingers crossed it will improve when you're in a position to reduce.
Thanks for the tips on cutting the tablets

. My husband got the 5mg tablets for me but we've decided to stay as I am for the moment (25mg in the morning).
I know it's a tiny dose, but we got such a fright with how sick I got reducing this time, and don't want to risk it just now. I want to feel normal for what's left of the summer and I'm back teaching in September so I have to be right for that. With every other reduction, I just took a few days off and just made sure there were no major deadlines with work, but this time I've ended up on sick leave for 2 months! (I'm a PhD student)
My walk finally resolved itself a few days ago ...so I'm really delighted with that. To be honest, we were getting really worried about it. I was fine walking really slowly, but when I increased speed, it's like the signals wouldn't go to my feet ... v frustrating - little old ladies were passing me out (probably delighted with themselves!). So I went away for a few days to somewhere alot quieter with plenty fresh air and I think that helped ... it's like it was an overload of information (alot of people, traffic and noise + walking).
My speech still goes odd sometimes and I can get quite confused but I've realised (well, it was my husband and mother and sister who pointed it out to me!) that it seems to happen when there's alot going on (again, information overload!).
I was feeling sick after using the computer for any length of time, or after reading, but today I'm not so bad. I still wouldn't be able for work in a busy office so I'm hoping to ease into it from home.
I still get exhausted from things that other people would take in their stride, but the amount I can do increases every day. I've never had to mind myself this much and it's like I'm not able for things, but it's improving - I seem to be taking in information faster than I used to. Maybe that's why I get exhausted

onder:. When I say exhausted, I just have to put my head down, I can't move and I feel nauseaus, but it passes depending on how far I push myself ... I can be fine again after 20 min, or it could take a few hours.
I don't get the tremors anymore thankfully but I do get muscle spasms ... it feels more like a tapping and it's very localised - it might be only 4 taps. It's reducing.
So after alot of discussing, we've decided that i'll wait until I'm well able for everything before reducing again. We have to listen to our bodies! I'll hopefully be in a better position to take life easier then. So it'll probably be next summer again!