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Hi all,
I am 26 and was just recently diagnosed with epilepsy and thought I might introduce myself with a little background. I say a lot of this in my profile, but I figure I can repost it here
I was just recently diagnosed with epilepsy after I had my third tonic-clonic a couple of weeks ago... Though my first two were in the same day, and the doctors attributed it to diet/caffeine pills I was taking at the time (I was in college and was spending lots of time up studying... in my defense... I did stop taking them immediately thereafter) since nothing showed on my EEG. Since those first tonic-clonics, I have had auras more and more frequently, though I didn't know what they were until I started doing my research. I may have had them prior to my first tonic-clonic, but I don't think I noticed them much... I did used to have dizzy spells, but I'm not sure if they were the same thing (I really didn't pay attention). My auras tend to vary a bit... but most of them include being in a dreamlike/detached state, deja vu, and a rising/sometimes nauseous feeling in my stomach, and sometimes I'll also notice a slight smell (just NOTICED it today, though I immediately recognized it, as I have had it before). For the most part, I'll have several short auras for a period of a few days, and then I won't have anymore for a month or so... Then they'll strike again.
I ignored those for quite awhile... The past two and a half years, actually. I'm in the military, so having seizures isn't exactly conducive to a successful career, even when they tell me I'm supposed to avoid shift changes and should be getting 8-10 hours of sleep, it's awfully hard to tell someone that you can't do something because you might have a seizure! Especially when there were no visible symptoms (I freaked out during the first aura I had after the tonic-clonic and immediately ran to "sick call," but they sorta brushed it off, and attributed my problems to a lack of sleep and gave me the rest of the day off... I was extremely sleep deprived that day). After that, I just learned to deal with them and take care of myself as best as I could. Some days I could stay up all night with no issues, and other days everything would seem fine, but I'd end up with several auras throughout the day. I had no idea what triggered them, but because I had had no more tonic-clonics, I figured I was good to go... I was wrong.
It wasn't until a few weeks ago (while I was deployed in Afghanistan, of all places) that I had my third tonic-clonic seizure. Someone walked in while I was laying on the floor having the seizure..... I had apparently hit my head on the flagpole next to my desk and there was a bunch of blood all over the floor (great thing to find in that environment, I'm sure!) Needless to say, I was immediately returned back to the U.S. because I cannot handle a weapon for at least a year, and so here I am... I'm on Keppra now, though I'm not sure that it is helping me much, as I seem to be having MORE auras than I WAS having. Of course, I also switched timezones by 8.5 hours, and have been under a lot of stress not knowing what is going to happen with my military career (or how I'm going to get around while being unmarried/not allowed to drive/and my entire family on the other side of the country, with most people I know being deployed!).
It's been a stressful few weeks, but I'm trying to cope with it. The people close to me are incredibly supportive, and I know that I'm pretty lucky that I usually remain conscious for most of mine! My only question/concern is that as mine have been getting more and more frequent... is it likely that I'll have tonic-clonics more frequently as well? And what could be triggering these NOW? I know stress/sleep-deprivation can do it, but my levels of stress/sleep deprivation were actually not bad before this last tonic-clonic (though I did notice it seems to play a role in my auras). I also did notice I tend to get auras more frequently when a) I'm running, or b) I'm on the phone. All I can think is maybe it's my breathing changes? I tend to get excited and talk a lot more/louder on the phone (haha), and I have never heard of RUNNING triggering seizures, especially because I'm in decent shape and don't really have difficulty breathing while running, but I've noticed it several times. Anyone else get auras while exercising?
Anyway, that's my long introduction - thanks for reading if you made it this far, and I'm looking forward to talking to everyone
I am 26 and was just recently diagnosed with epilepsy and thought I might introduce myself with a little background. I say a lot of this in my profile, but I figure I can repost it here

I ignored those for quite awhile... The past two and a half years, actually. I'm in the military, so having seizures isn't exactly conducive to a successful career, even when they tell me I'm supposed to avoid shift changes and should be getting 8-10 hours of sleep, it's awfully hard to tell someone that you can't do something because you might have a seizure! Especially when there were no visible symptoms (I freaked out during the first aura I had after the tonic-clonic and immediately ran to "sick call," but they sorta brushed it off, and attributed my problems to a lack of sleep and gave me the rest of the day off... I was extremely sleep deprived that day). After that, I just learned to deal with them and take care of myself as best as I could. Some days I could stay up all night with no issues, and other days everything would seem fine, but I'd end up with several auras throughout the day. I had no idea what triggered them, but because I had had no more tonic-clonics, I figured I was good to go... I was wrong.
It wasn't until a few weeks ago (while I was deployed in Afghanistan, of all places) that I had my third tonic-clonic seizure. Someone walked in while I was laying on the floor having the seizure..... I had apparently hit my head on the flagpole next to my desk and there was a bunch of blood all over the floor (great thing to find in that environment, I'm sure!) Needless to say, I was immediately returned back to the U.S. because I cannot handle a weapon for at least a year, and so here I am... I'm on Keppra now, though I'm not sure that it is helping me much, as I seem to be having MORE auras than I WAS having. Of course, I also switched timezones by 8.5 hours, and have been under a lot of stress not knowing what is going to happen with my military career (or how I'm going to get around while being unmarried/not allowed to drive/and my entire family on the other side of the country, with most people I know being deployed!).
It's been a stressful few weeks, but I'm trying to cope with it. The people close to me are incredibly supportive, and I know that I'm pretty lucky that I usually remain conscious for most of mine! My only question/concern is that as mine have been getting more and more frequent... is it likely that I'll have tonic-clonics more frequently as well? And what could be triggering these NOW? I know stress/sleep-deprivation can do it, but my levels of stress/sleep deprivation were actually not bad before this last tonic-clonic (though I did notice it seems to play a role in my auras). I also did notice I tend to get auras more frequently when a) I'm running, or b) I'm on the phone. All I can think is maybe it's my breathing changes? I tend to get excited and talk a lot more/louder on the phone (haha), and I have never heard of RUNNING triggering seizures, especially because I'm in decent shape and don't really have difficulty breathing while running, but I've noticed it several times. Anyone else get auras while exercising?
Anyway, that's my long introduction - thanks for reading if you made it this far, and I'm looking forward to talking to everyone
