MaiVal,
I am among those few who have never been able to experience an aura of any kind. I so wish that I would be able to get that "feeling" of the before like so many others, just so I don't hurt myself. I, too, have a history of Grand-mal, tonic-clonic, petite mal, partial, nocturnal and the staring types. They are in my frontal lobe memory area & unfortunately for me after doing a 72 hour video monitoring EEG to see if I would be a candidate for the VNS, at this time I am not. The doctors say that I have continual seizure activity going on in my brain and even medications are not stopping the electric charges going on from one side of my brain and back to the other. So basically, I just have to be very careful, and I was given a list of the things for me & my husband to be aware of as far as safety. These doctors were extremely thorough.
However, to be perfectly honest with you, I if you have an aura, be very glad you do so you can get as many warning signs that you need to help in keeping yourself safe. The only things that I have been able to remember is waking up w/ people all around, talking to me only causing me to get more incoherent! Then, of course, for me, I usually have a second one within two hours, speaking of a Grand-mal seizures. That's why I have a prescription for "Ativan" to calm down the muscles and nerves so you can rest. Very Important!
Still, to be able to have my independence again instead of having someone drive you everywhere, to not have the depression and sleep problems would be a superb thing in my life right about now. One thing I have going for me is my two children are grown up now and living on their own and don't have this disabling disease, as I would not wish it on my worst enemy either.
To all who do read this, I will pray for you as I continue to pray for my own self for the ultimate cure against Epilepsy.
Terri