I have posted about thus before. My husband is a prepper and now I see he has to be right above all else even if his behavior or speech can harm others. Me. The stress of living with this. A seizure precip.plus I have been able to deal with the fear of death again that appeared because of his beliefs. If on election day it all falls apart.no infrastructure to support food water housing healthcare etc occurs than many of us including me will not survive. I am actually OK with that. Otherwise on election day I.will take a drive in our small town by myself laughing staring fear in the face and go on to survive and thrive. My ongoing issue is his lack of self awareness. I am not the only one he does this with. I am strong enough to say no though. Bad argument today. Lots of pain and anger from me. I told him to play lady gaga song who do you think you are. I am getting support from VSN. Anyone here have some psychological understanding? I am part of the problem but it appears he is self sabotaging just to be right. Why? Do I and our 2 dogs no longer matter?