Today i had another 'episode' i will list it here, something happened last sat wich i will list too but something just isnt right. still no answer people saying its not epilepsy - here is todays- please shed any light -
Felt really tired
Felt like something was coming on, an aura if you will - i just felt i knew something was about to happen , felt odd was zoning out a bit
I Listeend to music to try and pull self out of it
I Then apparantly went very quiet
Staring eyes wide not really responding to wat my mum was saying
Closed eyes aswell head nodded
Said what are we doing where are we, trying to pull myself out of it
Mum said what shall we do
I didn’t respond
After wards, smiled then started to laugh
Mum asked what was going on
I didn’t respond
Laughed for about 30 seconds, then said I felt confused
But then started thrashing around; hit the seat as if I was angry , then face contorted angry ish
Then screamed as if I was angry really loudly several times, body tensed really really hard contorting,
Then starting hyperventilating
(Still not speaking )
Felt hot to touch
Then burst into sobs really sobs,
Screamed more,
Then I said what are we doing whats going on again, I feel really confused
Crying
Confused
Exhausted still feeling weird now,
Felt really tired
Felt like something was coming on, an aura if you will - i just felt i knew something was about to happen , felt odd was zoning out a bit
I Listeend to music to try and pull self out of it
I Then apparantly went very quiet
Staring eyes wide not really responding to wat my mum was saying
Closed eyes aswell head nodded
Said what are we doing where are we, trying to pull myself out of it
Mum said what shall we do
I didn’t respond
After wards, smiled then started to laugh
Mum asked what was going on
I didn’t respond
Laughed for about 30 seconds, then said I felt confused
But then started thrashing around; hit the seat as if I was angry , then face contorted angry ish
Then screamed as if I was angry really loudly several times, body tensed really really hard contorting,
Then starting hyperventilating
(Still not speaking )
Felt hot to touch
Then burst into sobs really sobs,
Screamed more,
Then I said what are we doing whats going on again, I feel really confused
Crying
Confused
Exhausted still feeling weird now,