Hi, I am the mom of a precious 11year old boy who had his first tonic clinic seizure at 2. He would have them every time he got sick, sometimes a few of them. When he was six he was diagnosed with epilepsy, the neurologist had him on depakote for two years seizure free. So yeay! Homefree, all a rough memory... Until one day at work, Colt was 9, the school called me and told me that colt was in an ambulance on his way to the hospital. He'd had another seizure and a prety good head injury. Starting us back into a world that I had no idea what was awaiting us. We started the depakote again but it wasn't enough, so we had to add lamictal, still not enough so we had to add the keppra & up the lamictal again. The tonic clinics haven't reared since December 2010, but he can't remember anything from yesterday, he stutters and forces his mouth to form words. He gets the tremors and wow mood swings! The depression is what scares me the most but the defiance and refusal to perform necessary functions can't be overlooked. He weghs 73 lbs and I'm afraid if I hig him too tight I'm going to break him. He seems very emotionally detached most of the time. He's in the 6th grade but reading & writing at 2nd grade level. But an absolute genious as far as manipulation goes. I want to make certain that he learns what he needs in order to have a successful future and the medical expenses involved in this is unbelievable! The neurologist, pharmacy, Psycologist, psychiatrist, the pediatrician, shall I go on? Now the neurologist would like to admitt him into the hospital for a week lowering his meds and run a continuous EEG to see if we can find the cause of all our issues. I would love to, but I am already loosing my home in order to ensure the care that I have been able to secure. I do know that all will end well, but the road sure is scary!