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now that i'm in love with her, i feel things for her again, i fixed my emotional numbness, she went numb...
she's numb to me.
because i put her through a bit of hell over the stupid choices she makes and because i was numb to her and because i popped painkillers in front of her this morning.
now she's numb... and it scares me she says it's the first time she's ever felt this in her life. i'm obviously a borderline (bpd) and the saying about borderlines attracting isn't a myth. i've dated a borderline before, without knowing it, it's like our personalities attract.
i hope she's not numb to me like this... i hope this can be fixed...
been really depressed lately. need to lay off the painkillers and tequila.
as a side note, to add on to my already crappy day, my dad was almost captured by the drug cartels today. he ran into his truck while they were "escorting" him into a van... my life's falling apart right now -_-
she's numb to me.
because i put her through a bit of hell over the stupid choices she makes and because i was numb to her and because i popped painkillers in front of her this morning.
now she's numb... and it scares me she says it's the first time she's ever felt this in her life. i'm obviously a borderline (bpd) and the saying about borderlines attracting isn't a myth. i've dated a borderline before, without knowing it, it's like our personalities attract.
i hope she's not numb to me like this... i hope this can be fixed...
been really depressed lately. need to lay off the painkillers and tequila.
as a side note, to add on to my already crappy day, my dad was almost captured by the drug cartels today. he ran into his truck while they were "escorting" him into a van... my life's falling apart right now -_-