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hi everybody,
just wanted to introduce myself, so here goes.
I'm ralph, I was diagnosed with an astrocytome II back in 2000, I've had three or four major debulking surgeries since. I am also experiencing some really wierd 'seizure' type things. my neurologist says they are frontal/temporal lobe partial seizures. the tumor is slowly growing into my motor cortex, so I'm living in fear of the day that the 'big one' (grand mal) comes.
I'm not so sure what i want to accomplish by coming here, I guess it helps a lot to just talk about it.
to keep track of how many seizures, I keep a seizure log on my calendar, i note time and severity (from 1 - 10, a 1 being the mildest....so far the worst I've had is a 6.0, anything above a 7 would land me in the er) and today i've had 2 5.0's and one 5.5) I do this to keep track of if things are getting better or worse.
anyways, I'm not really sure if what I have is epileptic seizures or not, because they are not motoric, they're more weird emotional and wierd sensation seizures. the last one I had, I could've sworn my left hand was going to pop like an overinflated balloon. my neurosurgeon told me I can expect full blown tonic/clonic grand mal seizures once the tumor grows more into the motor cortex.
well that's enough for right now.
just wanted to introduce myself, so here goes.
I'm ralph, I was diagnosed with an astrocytome II back in 2000, I've had three or four major debulking surgeries since. I am also experiencing some really wierd 'seizure' type things. my neurologist says they are frontal/temporal lobe partial seizures. the tumor is slowly growing into my motor cortex, so I'm living in fear of the day that the 'big one' (grand mal) comes.
I'm not so sure what i want to accomplish by coming here, I guess it helps a lot to just talk about it.
to keep track of how many seizures, I keep a seizure log on my calendar, i note time and severity (from 1 - 10, a 1 being the mildest....so far the worst I've had is a 6.0, anything above a 7 would land me in the er) and today i've had 2 5.0's and one 5.5) I do this to keep track of if things are getting better or worse.
anyways, I'm not really sure if what I have is epileptic seizures or not, because they are not motoric, they're more weird emotional and wierd sensation seizures. the last one I had, I could've sworn my left hand was going to pop like an overinflated balloon. my neurosurgeon told me I can expect full blown tonic/clonic grand mal seizures once the tumor grows more into the motor cortex.
well that's enough for right now.