I'm possibly having more seizures lately, so we're upping my meds. But surgery is still an option. But I've always been scared of surgery unless fully necessary because a quick rundown, 19 years ago my cousin had surgery for the same thing, same angiomas in the brain probably a different lobe tho, anyway he's a great guy, much older than me, well the surgery was in Santa Fe and idk if it was a resident but point being something happened because his thoughts aren't straight. He's basically retarded since the surgery. I'm sorry but idk how else to explain it. Anyway I don't want to lose my life.