Im a male, 19 years old, always been rather paranoid.Lost my house and living with my parents, with no job or college, and I been away for 2 weeks getting my wisdom teeth taken out (out of the country) and I missed my child desperately the whole time.
Lately I been having high anxiety, too much sleep, etc I thought I had General Anxiety Disorder or even Dislocative Personality Disorder ( Bad drug exp earlier this year) Im going to a clinic for a check up to be sure.
Well I'll cut to the chase, my child is sick with a fever so I didnt get much rest, so when I did go to sleep I smelt something like leaves from a weed for a spilt second when I lifted my blanket closer, I been having chronic stress aswell so my neck is tense, so I massage it occasionally and it makes cracking sounds quite easilly, but it felt as if my upper neck or back of my head let a flow of blood into my brain, like unrestricted blood flow. later a small but random spot on my head felt hot and even moist, so I scratched it, it went away. i went to sleep at 4am
Im my dream, everything was rather positive, nothing negative.Felt real. I was in my room (felt like my room but it wasnt a place I been before) reading a magazine, then my dad tells me to with my mother to pick up someone. So it fastforwards to me in the car at night with my mom and son, we were on a small hill road next to a soccer field, so a person got in the car and we drove off.
Heres the weird part. we were driving down a highway at night and there is a tower, like the ones that glow red at the top for planes on the side of the road or something. However it was glowing green, i thought maybe it tells you if lighting will strike or something around those lines, suddenly then light turns red and a bolt of lightning strikes right in front of me, the light was intense then it turned white, all I could feel was a electric sensation and my body becoming stiff and hearing pops and crackles of electricity a second in I calmly thought "let it pass through you and youll survive, or youll get brain damage" two seconds later (still under "electricity") i thought it was safe to move and moved forward a bit, it went away and asked how was my son, then I woke up like normal. My mother was asleep and I told her I might have had a seizure, she gave me look and went back to bed. I checked the time and it was 6:30. was it just a dream?
Lately I been having high anxiety, too much sleep, etc I thought I had General Anxiety Disorder or even Dislocative Personality Disorder ( Bad drug exp earlier this year) Im going to a clinic for a check up to be sure.
Well I'll cut to the chase, my child is sick with a fever so I didnt get much rest, so when I did go to sleep I smelt something like leaves from a weed for a spilt second when I lifted my blanket closer, I been having chronic stress aswell so my neck is tense, so I massage it occasionally and it makes cracking sounds quite easilly, but it felt as if my upper neck or back of my head let a flow of blood into my brain, like unrestricted blood flow. later a small but random spot on my head felt hot and even moist, so I scratched it, it went away. i went to sleep at 4am
Im my dream, everything was rather positive, nothing negative.Felt real. I was in my room (felt like my room but it wasnt a place I been before) reading a magazine, then my dad tells me to with my mother to pick up someone. So it fastforwards to me in the car at night with my mom and son, we were on a small hill road next to a soccer field, so a person got in the car and we drove off.
Heres the weird part. we were driving down a highway at night and there is a tower, like the ones that glow red at the top for planes on the side of the road or something. However it was glowing green, i thought maybe it tells you if lighting will strike or something around those lines, suddenly then light turns red and a bolt of lightning strikes right in front of me, the light was intense then it turned white, all I could feel was a electric sensation and my body becoming stiff and hearing pops and crackles of electricity a second in I calmly thought "let it pass through you and youll survive, or youll get brain damage" two seconds later (still under "electricity") i thought it was safe to move and moved forward a bit, it went away and asked how was my son, then I woke up like normal. My mother was asleep and I told her I might have had a seizure, she gave me look and went back to bed. I checked the time and it was 6:30. was it just a dream?