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My grandpa passed away December 28th, 2011. In only an hour and a half he will be the 28th and he passed early in the morning. I miss him very much. We were very close and I could talk to him about anything. I still talk to him even though he can't hear me. Probably gonna be pretty depressed all day. I was last year. Hoping it won't affect me seizure wise. I can't believe its already been almost 2 years and the sadness is already setting in. He passed away so fast. Shortley after Thanksgiving we found out he had stomach cancer. A few weeks later he was to have surgery. He did, but he had RA (rheumatoid arthritis) and the medicine he took for the pain made his immune system really weak. He ended up getting an infection and about a week after his surgery he was put in Hospice. He died a few hours later. I watched him die right in front of me. He was on life support and pretty much in a coma so he couldn't talk to us, but we talked to him. Remembered all the fun things we did. I worked with him on the calf farm he worked at. He was the first person I told that i was bi and he didn't particularly like it but he said as long as I respected everyone it didn't matter he still loved me. We had unfortunately been fighting shortly before he passed away. He was upset I decided to meet my real dad and plus I was still having problems with depression and anger so we had been arguing a lot. I never got to apologize. My family says they know that he knows I'm sorry, but I wish I got the chance to say it. He was my best friend and always there for me. We sang for him before he passed away and told him it was okay he could go now we didn't want to see him in pain anymore. We saw tears run down his face and then he died. A month later and I found out I was pregnant with my first daughter. She is a little over a year now and I am due with my second daughter in April. I think he got to meet them before me though and I'm not Christian, but I do believe I will see him again one day.