Zoning out.

[Sandie]

Firstly, I hope you all had a great Easter. I didn't have a bad one but am still trying to get my meds sorted out. Still getting breakthrough bits and pieces but did I have to do my first major 'zone out' in front of my sister in law. She was apparently talking to me and when I came round she was staring at me with a really weird look on her face. She probably thinks I am the most ignorant person she has ever come across. She doesn't know I have epilepsy yet but I am seeing her today, so I will have to fill her in. I seem to be developing more symptoms and I don't know whether it is because of the E. or the meds. I haven't had it very long so it could be that it is still developing. I hope it hurries up and decides which point it wants to stabilize because just as I start to accept one lot of symptoms it wants to hit me with something else.

 

[MuayThaiFighter]

Well you aren't ignorant! This entire process sucks for the lack of a better word. It's hard to say if your brain if phasing out because it just is, or the meds are taking you for a ride.

I know how you feel, the lack of consistency or understanding is overwhelming at times.

 

[C0urt]

you will get there, there is no real process. but eventually you will feel something that feels like two or 3 feet on the ground

 

[BrandiBrat]

Hi Sandie! I'm with you on the evolving face of E...mine is too. Mine is turning 5 months and is still changing. Try and roll with it, girl. I got yer back! I'm sure your sister in law loves you regardless and I doubt if she thinks you are ignorant. She just doesn't know what is happening. When you met with her today, how did she take the news? I bet she gave you a huge hug!!

 

[Sandie]

All good Brandi. Thanks everyone for your comments. Fortunately I have a family which takes a lighter view of things and we all tend to laugh things off. It is getting a little frustrating though. You just don't know what to expect next. Hope everything is well with you all.