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I'm new here guys and I'd really like to utilize this and make friends and such because it's just so hard to explain to people who don't have epilepsy what it's like for me and that it's different for everyone.
Anyway, I have a question. The majority of my seizures are simple partial, I probably have twenty for every one grand mal and they are all over the place, I've went a year or two without them sometimes without medication, but now I'm on my full dose for the first time in a long time and I'm having the simple partials once a day or so. Anyway, when I'm having the simple partials I usually feel weird around that time, like say I have them for two weeks, during that time I feel paranoid and just kinda scared for no reason, not like afraid of having a seizure, but like there's some kinda weird chemical thing is going on and certain things I think about make me feel weirder, too. The weird thing is that once I stop having the simple partials I feel fine again, I'll go from checking all my closets to see if there's a murderer in the house and looking around my bedroom a hundred times a night while trying to sleep to just being normal and not afraid of that stuff, it really sucks when I'm alone.
Okay, so does anyone feel kinda weird when their seizures aren't controlled but just fine when they are?
Anyway, I have a question. The majority of my seizures are simple partial, I probably have twenty for every one grand mal and they are all over the place, I've went a year or two without them sometimes without medication, but now I'm on my full dose for the first time in a long time and I'm having the simple partials once a day or so. Anyway, when I'm having the simple partials I usually feel weird around that time, like say I have them for two weeks, during that time I feel paranoid and just kinda scared for no reason, not like afraid of having a seizure, but like there's some kinda weird chemical thing is going on and certain things I think about make me feel weirder, too. The weird thing is that once I stop having the simple partials I feel fine again, I'll go from checking all my closets to see if there's a murderer in the house and looking around my bedroom a hundred times a night while trying to sleep to just being normal and not afraid of that stuff, it really sucks when I'm alone.
Okay, so does anyone feel kinda weird when their seizures aren't controlled but just fine when they are?