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they say the most powerful drugs are the ones already inside of you...think thats true??? I dont know....but those addictions that dont require any chemicals outside your own body are the hardest to get over...lots of withdrawal so forth so on but Ive done my research and lots of doctors say that traumatic events can cause extreme behavioral changes and lately Ive really had a hard time with kleptomania -i look at some thing someone has and i see it in light of them not taking good care of it and that if I had whatever it is doesnt really matter what I would take better care of it so i end up taking it ----the thing about this that bothers me the most is that it is something old that has come out of the wood work when I was round 15-17 I had trouble with taking things from people and not realizing I had done it...but now its like when I get home from the office and I look through my things Ive got shtuff in there that isnt even mine and I cannot figure out where its come from or whom Ive taken it from....its like I cannot help myself so I help myself. This is not something I like doing but I do it anyway maybe because of the way it makes me feel -the excitement the adrenaline so forth but anyway I hope theres some 12 step program I can go to to sort this mamajama out because I could get caught and be in some serious trouble. Is there anyone else here that has addiction problems??? could this have somethign to do with my TS? I dont know ...its frustrating.