Hello all,
New to this site - this is my first post
I was wondering if anyone could shed some light on some issues I've been having... The last couple of years, I've been having some unpleasant symptoms occur.
It's mainly my eyesight. Around 70% of the time, my eyes struggle to focus on anything. It's like they move too fast over the scene? They're really strained and can't focus on the everything at once. I have to put my hand right in front of my eyes and focus on it, to help re-focus my eyes, before I can look back at the scene of wherever I am. I can't explain... I feel like I'm going to pass out, or lose control of my body, whilst my eyes are like this.
I can't go into supermarkets, or I will feel very odd and need to get out asap. My eyes hate the lighting, the long aisles and the similar looking food products all stacked together. It's very hard to explain, but I have to get out. I can barely speak to anyone to tell them what's happening, I just need to get out. The same things happen in restaurants and in my room, when I change from the main light to the lamp.
One time, in a restaurant, the waitress was talking to me and I had to push pass her mid sentence, and go into the garden to sort eyes out/head out. It is very embarrassing, as I can't stop it or help myself and feel an urgency to leave before something worse happens?
I've had a few times which I feel were 'near misses,' one night in bed was particularly bad, I couldn't lay down as the feeling of 'losing control' of my body and my eyes were playing up very badly. I finally thought 'ok something is going to finally happen...' when I had this weird hot, pins and needles sensation run through my body but it soon cleared up and calmed down.
When this is happening, I often feel the need to pinch my neck skin or put pressure on my neck and head with my hands to calm myself down and make myself feel more 'normal.' I also can be easily irritated and confused during these times.
It isn't anxiety or panic attacks, although it does get me very panicked when it happens. I've avoided the eye doctor/general doctor because I don't know how to explain what's happening to me. It's getting to the point where I can't do my weekly shop or go out for a meal, watch tv or look at my phone for long periods of time. It's really affecting my life now.
I have booked myself in for a opticians appointment next week, but was wondering if anyone could share if any of their symptoms are similar?
Thanks so much! :banana:
New to this site - this is my first post
I was wondering if anyone could shed some light on some issues I've been having... The last couple of years, I've been having some unpleasant symptoms occur.
It's mainly my eyesight. Around 70% of the time, my eyes struggle to focus on anything. It's like they move too fast over the scene? They're really strained and can't focus on the everything at once. I have to put my hand right in front of my eyes and focus on it, to help re-focus my eyes, before I can look back at the scene of wherever I am. I can't explain... I feel like I'm going to pass out, or lose control of my body, whilst my eyes are like this.
I can't go into supermarkets, or I will feel very odd and need to get out asap. My eyes hate the lighting, the long aisles and the similar looking food products all stacked together. It's very hard to explain, but I have to get out. I can barely speak to anyone to tell them what's happening, I just need to get out. The same things happen in restaurants and in my room, when I change from the main light to the lamp.
One time, in a restaurant, the waitress was talking to me and I had to push pass her mid sentence, and go into the garden to sort eyes out/head out. It is very embarrassing, as I can't stop it or help myself and feel an urgency to leave before something worse happens?
I've had a few times which I feel were 'near misses,' one night in bed was particularly bad, I couldn't lay down as the feeling of 'losing control' of my body and my eyes were playing up very badly. I finally thought 'ok something is going to finally happen...' when I had this weird hot, pins and needles sensation run through my body but it soon cleared up and calmed down.
When this is happening, I often feel the need to pinch my neck skin or put pressure on my neck and head with my hands to calm myself down and make myself feel more 'normal.' I also can be easily irritated and confused during these times.
It isn't anxiety or panic attacks, although it does get me very panicked when it happens. I've avoided the eye doctor/general doctor because I don't know how to explain what's happening to me. It's getting to the point where I can't do my weekly shop or go out for a meal, watch tv or look at my phone for long periods of time. It's really affecting my life now.
I have booked myself in for a opticians appointment next week, but was wondering if anyone could share if any of their symptoms are similar?
Thanks so much! :banana: