Pinkattitude
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So, it's become very clear that a huge trigger for my seizures is getting very upset or mad. A seizure is guaranteed if I've had a very emotionally upset day. Side note: I've also had this happen after another person emotionally vomits on me; but, thankfully, that's a rare event.
Today was one of those days where I became very upset. I started out several people's day with a complete fire alarm because of forgetting to complete and send an email yesterday. They all went on high alert thinking we would have upset customers, all for naught. My day was started with 45 minutes of checking the system and making sure that everything was fine, and then explaining the mess to everyone - followed by saying "I'm so sorry" about 14,000 times. Afterward, I had to just sit and cry for a few minutes.
So, at dinner, I'm realizing I'm bound for seizure city, probably this evening. Then, I wondered if there's something I can do to just relax everything and not have to disappear from my body and knock whatever to the floor and (new party trick) pee my pants. Or is this just big wishful thinking, and once the path has been laid, I have to walk it?
Today was one of those days where I became very upset. I started out several people's day with a complete fire alarm because of forgetting to complete and send an email yesterday. They all went on high alert thinking we would have upset customers, all for naught. My day was started with 45 minutes of checking the system and making sure that everything was fine, and then explaining the mess to everyone - followed by saying "I'm so sorry" about 14,000 times. Afterward, I had to just sit and cry for a few minutes.
So, at dinner, I'm realizing I'm bound for seizure city, probably this evening. Then, I wondered if there's something I can do to just relax everything and not have to disappear from my body and knock whatever to the floor and (new party trick) pee my pants. Or is this just big wishful thinking, and once the path has been laid, I have to walk it?