so sorry handofblood.
YES, u deserve and need some 'me' time...
If u can at all, don’t allow the rage the boil over, distract it...
how about a visit to a 2nd hand store (u may be suprised), browse around and see if u can pick yourself up a wee something cheap that may cheer u up
, topped off with cupa tea/coffee somewhere and watch the world go by, and though its easy to think everybody else is living the dream, in fact most if not majority are not..but sometimes its just nice to sit and observe the world go by..
or maybe you could take Jared out for a walk, or to a playground....take a moment to observe his innocent happiness and feel the utter love he has for you as he smiles up at you.....no stuff in the world replaces seeing/feeling the love a child has for Mother. Yes u
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YES, u deserve and need some 'me' time...
If u can at all, don’t allow the rage the boil over, distract it...
how about a visit to a 2nd hand store (u may be suprised), browse around and see if u can pick yourself up a wee something cheap that may cheer u up

or maybe you could take Jared out for a walk, or to a playground....take a moment to observe his innocent happiness and feel the utter love he has for you as he smiles up at you.....no stuff in the world replaces seeing/feeling the love a child has for Mother. Yes u
