January 8th I had my first Gran Mal. I had a pituitary tumor removed and doctors think it's from scar tissue that developed from that surgery. Since then my my memory has been bad and my cognitive abilities have been diminished to the point I can't work at my IT job since. I had another big seizure in May. In between and since I have maybe 10 to 60+ aura seizures daily. I have tried Lamictal, Keppra, Vimpat and now Carbazapine. Non control the aura seizures. For me it is very scary because I never know if it is going to escalate. I live alone. I am nervous to leave my home because I fear something will happen out in the world. I have had many Mri and cat scans I am going another mri and pet scan later this month. I had a five day eeg. I only had many aura seizures and they were happening to deep in the brain to record. My medical team thinks they are occuring in the olfactory bulb. Epileptoligist is looking to see if it may be operable or possible implant. This scares me as surgery is how I possibly got here to begin with. I have to say I am difficulty thinking this is my life now. A friend suggested finding a forum like this for support.