Sandie
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I get up in the morning and I feel great and I think 'whoopee', I am going to have a day of 'normality' (or whatever) that means. My meds are within normal range and I don't feel hungover-what a great day this is going to be. Lunchtime comes and I feel edgy, restless and my buddy the olfactory hallucination pays me a whopping visit (Thanks Pal). I try to pretend he is not there (yeah right) and I get ready to have a jam with my hubby (we're old time muso's). I am trying to hold a conversation but my mouth is jumbling my words and I am stuttering to get the right one's out of my mouth. I sit at the computer to search for some music and I have dyslexic fingers. Nothing seems to want to work properly. I'm not getting jerky muscles but this, along with absence seizures is really, really frustrating. I do try and laugh it off but I am still pretty new at this game and every now and then I have a meltdown which is what I did last night after a day of it. Thank God I have an understanding hubby. It has taken over 1/2 hour to type this with my dyslexic fingers so thanks for listening.