I've felt really emotional of late - like I would say probably for the last month. It seems like there is so much going on in my life and it's all going into a downward spiral. A lot of it has to do with the Epilepsy and the fact that i've recently started having trouble with it again. It also has a lot to do with the workload I have going along with that. I just wish I could catch a break somewhere along the line. I have other things as well that i'm feeling emotional about but I really think that those two things are what's making it ten times harder. My supervisor has been great - she's so understanding. I know that I wouldn't blame her for having bitch slapped me by now for being behind on a deadline even in spite of everything. Also my husband has been reminding me that I need to look for work for next year. There is a great possibility that the place where i'm working at now will have something and they want to keep me on but it's just not definite. I'm hanging out to hear if i'm staying or not because I just love it so much. I don't want to work anywhere else and the thought of going to another workplace just freaks me out. I'm going to let my boss know today that I really need to know very soon because I may need to accept other opportunities. Hopefully that would push him along just a little.
So i'm just wondering if all the trouble you have with your Epilepsy and the effect it's having on the rest of your life makes you that much more emotional than usual?
And for the record, yes my neurologist is aware that i've been having more trouble with my seizures again. We are working on getting it stabilised.
So i'm just wondering if all the trouble you have with your Epilepsy and the effect it's having on the rest of your life makes you that much more emotional than usual?
And for the record, yes my neurologist is aware that i've been having more trouble with my seizures again. We are working on getting it stabilised.