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"Excellent" outcome from PET scan, and as a result, highly likely brain surgery
:woot:
First of all, I must apologise to a few people here who I should have replied to over the past week or so. I've just been feeling increasingly anxious over this recent hospital appointment. Often when I tried to think of a positive result, my mother told me to "not get my hopes up" and that I may have epilepsy for the rest of my life. Thanks, mum! It's been five years of hell now. I know some have had E for far longer, but this is the best piece of news bar none I've received over those five years. However, it's unlikely things will get better before the surgery. From now until then it's all about endurance, and even so, it's not an absolute certainty the surgery will go ahead. Let me summarise it all in bite-sized pieces (well, from what I can understand of my neurologist's notes since deciphering his handwriting is like understanding ancient scriptures):
That was quite a long list, looking back at it. But I wanted to write everything down that I could understand somewhere. Like a personal reference for myself, and anybody else who is interested. Half of the information I don't understand at all, and I'm still looking into these new AEDs, which I'll start on soon, and slowly come off the current meds on Monday. You know, I can't quite fathom how life will be if I'm free of these metaphorical chains. I'm not going to miss seizures—not in the slightest!! However, life without having seizures every day would feel strange. Fantastic, but unusual. Actually being able to go out without almost having a panic attack over the fear of having a seizure seems like a pipe dream...
Despite all the pondering... :cheers:
:yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee:
That's a thought. I'd be able to drink alcohol at last. And drive. Possibly skydive one day. Get a job. Maybe even become successful and travel to other beautiful countries without needing a babysitter. I ought to not dream about this too much. It's only around a 5-10% probability that I'll be denied surgery, but then again since I'm one of the 0.008% (average) of the world's population with active epilepsy, I'm unlucky enough already.
Thanks for tolerating my musings.
:woot:
First of all, I must apologise to a few people here who I should have replied to over the past week or so. I've just been feeling increasingly anxious over this recent hospital appointment. Often when I tried to think of a positive result, my mother told me to "not get my hopes up" and that I may have epilepsy for the rest of my life. Thanks, mum! It's been five years of hell now. I know some have had E for far longer, but this is the best piece of news bar none I've received over those five years. However, it's unlikely things will get better before the surgery. From now until then it's all about endurance, and even so, it's not an absolute certainty the surgery will go ahead. Let me summarise it all in bite-sized pieces (well, from what I can understand of my neurologist's notes since deciphering his handwriting is like understanding ancient scriptures):
- PET scan happened around three months ago
- I was told by somebody that I should have the results in a few days
- Three months later I had an appointment at the Birmingham hospital (a hefty £150 cost for the return tickets, but it was worth it)
- I don't know how, but I was previously told that my brain had legions all over and thus would unlikely be eligible for surgery—however, this was reported to be a mistake at the appointment, and that my brain has had discharges from various parts of my brain but not legions, and thus quite obviously a massive relief
- Apparently, right before the PET scan three months back, I had a focal seizure and the dye that they injected in me produced interesting results that indeed showed high activity in the temporal lobe
- My neurologist will hold a meeting with the surgeons to determine whether they will provide funding for my surgery, but most importantly, whether it is likely that they can single the problem out to a specific area, which my neurologist told me would be likely
- In my neuro's report he has diagnosed me with [illegible] [illegible]... er, well, basically whatever the name was, it means my brain is probably intolerant to AEDs, since I have been given more than six without a positive outcome
- I can't make out one of the AEDs, but I think he's planning to put me on (sorry, Mickey Mouse spam protection bans me from posting links) Vimpat and Fycompa, and I'm being taken off Keppra, mostly because of my complaints of nausea and heartburn
- Considered pre-surgery actions include intracranial monitoring (wiki article on this is slightly worrying), functional MRI scanning and neuropsychology
- If memory serves, my temporal lobe's discharges create a ripple effect that affects just the frontal lobe as well, so whilst the discharges aren't coming from the frontal lobe, it's still, erm... electrified?
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- I personally estimate that if all goes to plan, I should be seizure-free by 2015, but you know what the health services are like; whilst I appreciate all of this, things often go pear-shaped
That was quite a long list, looking back at it. But I wanted to write everything down that I could understand somewhere. Like a personal reference for myself, and anybody else who is interested. Half of the information I don't understand at all, and I'm still looking into these new AEDs, which I'll start on soon, and slowly come off the current meds on Monday. You know, I can't quite fathom how life will be if I'm free of these metaphorical chains. I'm not going to miss seizures—not in the slightest!! However, life without having seizures every day would feel strange. Fantastic, but unusual. Actually being able to go out without almost having a panic attack over the fear of having a seizure seems like a pipe dream...
Despite all the pondering... :cheers:
:yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee:
That's a thought. I'd be able to drink alcohol at last. And drive. Possibly skydive one day. Get a job. Maybe even become successful and travel to other beautiful countries without needing a babysitter. I ought to not dream about this too much. It's only around a 5-10% probability that I'll be denied surgery, but then again since I'm one of the 0.008% (average) of the world's population with active epilepsy, I'm unlucky enough already.

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