I hate this so much. I think life will be going fine and then I have a seizure out of nowhere and it flips everything upside down. First the doctor thought lack of sleep was causing the seizures last year so I got a cpap machine. It helped, but just recently I got a very bad ear infection that almost completely closed one ear canal. I was getting crazy headaches, which caused me to sleep less and then I went into urgent care and had the seizure while waiting. I woke up in the hospital. I was lucky that I was there while it happened, but now I don't know if I'll be able to drive again because of this. I feel like a burden on my family for needing to give me rides and helping me. We're going to try to get a referral to an epilepsy center because this has been going for over 20 years and I've tried multiple medications but didn't know about the centers until yesterday. I just want to be more normal.