Since this Monday I contracted a very very bad flu (fever, throwing up, diarrhea, HORRIBLE headache, etc etc). I went into a depression that was unlike any before--and I didn't even really realize it. Called my doctor all week begging for pain relief because I couldn't sleep at all, but she kept making excuses (turns out she just doesn't like giving out pain medication). Sleep deprivation makes me INSANE. Also I was throwing up my meds because of flu.
I look back at some of the posts I made a few days ago and I can barely remember writing them. They are very suicidal sounding. I also called my parents and told them how suicidal I was. I had a few very strange complex partials, auras, and just odd behavior I can't remember that was later told to me by friends. My guy friend came over and I was staring blankly with a spatula in my hand for example and was unable to speak. I also hallucinated that my dad was cursing at me when in fact he was just speaking normally. Called my ex boyfriend who I was mending things with and started screaming at him. I also started yelling at my mom to make the pain stop because I thought I was going insane from depression + the physical pain.
I went to the ER last night and they said I had bronchitis, GI flu, extreme dehydration, lack of oxygen, etc. I also was in full seizure in the hospital. They gave me pain meds and I swear I broke down and cried from relief as the week long headache finally dissipated. My mom cried too because she said she thought I was lying about the physical pain...? weird thing to say right?
I also had my period this week *lucky me* which made me feel insane.
Anyway, have any of you had very strange reactions when epilepsy is combined with a flu?
I look back at some of the posts I made a few days ago and I can barely remember writing them. They are very suicidal sounding. I also called my parents and told them how suicidal I was. I had a few very strange complex partials, auras, and just odd behavior I can't remember that was later told to me by friends. My guy friend came over and I was staring blankly with a spatula in my hand for example and was unable to speak. I also hallucinated that my dad was cursing at me when in fact he was just speaking normally. Called my ex boyfriend who I was mending things with and started screaming at him. I also started yelling at my mom to make the pain stop because I thought I was going insane from depression + the physical pain.
I went to the ER last night and they said I had bronchitis, GI flu, extreme dehydration, lack of oxygen, etc. I also was in full seizure in the hospital. They gave me pain meds and I swear I broke down and cried from relief as the week long headache finally dissipated. My mom cried too because she said she thought I was lying about the physical pain...? weird thing to say right?
I also had my period this week *lucky me* which made me feel insane.
Anyway, have any of you had very strange reactions when epilepsy is combined with a flu?