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well yesterday was my boys last day of school!
its a good and bad thing, they are needing to learn respect their mom and they already know they not to push my buttons :woot:
So here's the back story so you understand how I found out that severe stress/ fight or flight is a late trigger for a night trigger for me,
My boys old bus driver had to have double knee surgery and so they got a new one and for awhile he did "ok", picked up where he should have and droped of where he should have. and then they gave he a "new" bus it was "bigger" so then he "chooses" I can't pull into your apartment driveway due to a van and other cars I'm pulling onto a busy highway and only putting on my turn signal and making kids with learning disabilitys run towards the street, which later after talking to lawyers and other bus drivers is illeagal, (long story shorter) I call get no where, so yesterday for final proof he never turned on his lights I video taped a short .17sec on my phone of his turn siganl's, he comes running out of the bus with his camera and takes my photo and then I turn mine off (later I kick myself in the butt should have left it on!!!!!) he verbally abuses me, get's within an inch of my face as i'm holding myself up with my cane he's calling me a fat F* which compared to him not really so he changed it to skinny F* and then told me he's making it so nobody can park in the parking lot of the building thanks to me, so finaly he leaves, I call his boss, and talk to her and explain what happen and explain that yes for one I'm disabiled, he verbally assualted me all the kids had to witness him doing this as well and what are they going to do about it, they fired him and me boys get their old bus driver back.
This Morning I had one of the voilent seizures I've had in a long time since my wife and I switched to sleeping on the floor in the living room my kids see more of my seizures when I have them (they've been less thankfully since the keppra) But all (5) my kids said dad you had a seizure and its prob cuz dan the bus driver mad you so mad and you did the righ thing and didnt say anything back to him.
I just needed to vent since I have no where else to LOL and if I try venting anywhere else it falls on deaf ears or my docs would say see its PNES and this proves it, this has been the only stressful (when actually it was somewhat amusing to watch him almost pop a blood vessel)(and have 20 cars and driver jump out of their cars and parents leave their apartmets to come help me) to bring a can of whoop A$$. So I don't know if I can call it full stress or something else all I know is I have a night seizure with urination that was worse than normal and 5 out of my 6 kids saw it the 19mo old was in her crib :roflmao:
thoughts please
thanks
mike
its a good and bad thing, they are needing to learn respect their mom and they already know they not to push my buttons :woot:
So here's the back story so you understand how I found out that severe stress/ fight or flight is a late trigger for a night trigger for me,
My boys old bus driver had to have double knee surgery and so they got a new one and for awhile he did "ok", picked up where he should have and droped of where he should have. and then they gave he a "new" bus it was "bigger" so then he "chooses" I can't pull into your apartment driveway due to a van and other cars I'm pulling onto a busy highway and only putting on my turn signal and making kids with learning disabilitys run towards the street, which later after talking to lawyers and other bus drivers is illeagal, (long story shorter) I call get no where, so yesterday for final proof he never turned on his lights I video taped a short .17sec on my phone of his turn siganl's, he comes running out of the bus with his camera and takes my photo and then I turn mine off (later I kick myself in the butt should have left it on!!!!!) he verbally abuses me, get's within an inch of my face as i'm holding myself up with my cane he's calling me a fat F* which compared to him not really so he changed it to skinny F* and then told me he's making it so nobody can park in the parking lot of the building thanks to me, so finaly he leaves, I call his boss, and talk to her and explain what happen and explain that yes for one I'm disabiled, he verbally assualted me all the kids had to witness him doing this as well and what are they going to do about it, they fired him and me boys get their old bus driver back.
This Morning I had one of the voilent seizures I've had in a long time since my wife and I switched to sleeping on the floor in the living room my kids see more of my seizures when I have them (they've been less thankfully since the keppra) But all (5) my kids said dad you had a seizure and its prob cuz dan the bus driver mad you so mad and you did the righ thing and didnt say anything back to him.
I just needed to vent since I have no where else to LOL and if I try venting anywhere else it falls on deaf ears or my docs would say see its PNES and this proves it, this has been the only stressful (when actually it was somewhat amusing to watch him almost pop a blood vessel)(and have 20 cars and driver jump out of their cars and parents leave their apartmets to come help me) to bring a can of whoop A$$. So I don't know if I can call it full stress or something else all I know is I have a night seizure with urination that was worse than normal and 5 out of my 6 kids saw it the 19mo old was in her crib :roflmao:
thoughts please
thanks
mike
