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anyone heard of or familiar with guilt associated with seizures?
it's so hard to rationalize causes I have a recurring guilt complex.
it seems there's always more I need to do, a sleep study for one (which really guarantees nothing as it sounds, unless we're lucky), and all of it for something in one fell swoop became one heck of a life changer, although it seems (well technically it IS...) it's all in my head - some figment of my imagination.
and then suddenly one day I go from being a regular individual to being what feels like a mentally deranged and uncooperative nutjob after I've woken up to paramedics in my face.
and so it's like "ok I guess I've done SOMETHING wrong - now I get to spend my life with another heap of things to deal with.
I had a bad weekend- it feels like I have been coming to the surface over the past 24 hours or so but I'm still being cautious.
I'm going to try to cut sugar way down from my diet, including fruits, and work on meats and veggies. coffee without sugar does not taste quite the same...
any coffee sweeteners safer?
I recall being told at some point but I don't quite remember. I think the yellow and pink packets were no-nos? any word on that would help too.
but it's a punishment response thing I guess. my body and mind go through the trauma and want to avoid it and have no one to blame but me.
it's so hard to rationalize causes I have a recurring guilt complex.
it seems there's always more I need to do, a sleep study for one (which really guarantees nothing as it sounds, unless we're lucky), and all of it for something in one fell swoop became one heck of a life changer, although it seems (well technically it IS...) it's all in my head - some figment of my imagination.
and then suddenly one day I go from being a regular individual to being what feels like a mentally deranged and uncooperative nutjob after I've woken up to paramedics in my face.
and so it's like "ok I guess I've done SOMETHING wrong - now I get to spend my life with another heap of things to deal with.
I had a bad weekend- it feels like I have been coming to the surface over the past 24 hours or so but I'm still being cautious.
I'm going to try to cut sugar way down from my diet, including fruits, and work on meats and veggies. coffee without sugar does not taste quite the same...
any coffee sweeteners safer?
I recall being told at some point but I don't quite remember. I think the yellow and pink packets were no-nos? any word on that would help too.
but it's a punishment response thing I guess. my body and mind go through the trauma and want to avoid it and have no one to blame but me.